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Daphne Oram - Oramics
Finally, on the second page of CDs. This one I got in my most recent trip to a record store, End of an Ear Records in Austin! Yep, same one where I got the Charlemagne Palestine 2xCD, same story about the highway being deafening. Daphne Oram is an absolutely revolutionary avant-garde composer, so of course I had to get some of her material when given the chance. Stunningly impressive tape music, and a LOT of it (it completely fills up the 2xCD runtime). It is just kinda a compilation of a lot of random stuff without much through line (parts of it seem more like a tech demo), but you know, it's nice to listen to and there's some real fun stuff on there. For some reason, a lot of these sounds sounded like Aphex Twin's Gwarek2 to me? Also a lot of Daphne talking and advertisements which is interesting. I don't know much about her, so I'm not sure if those are actual advertisements she composed for, but that would be cool if they were. I like how on some of the Adwich High School sessions, they're obviously weird found archival tapes so her voice is sped up. Reminds me of that archival file at the end of the Agaetis Byrjun box set. I'm inclined to compliment this a lot because it is absolutely stunning for its time. Would I catch myself listening to this often? Probably not, it's very long with a lot of good parts and not so interesting parts. And also part of it is I got tired of lofi tape music from the WTC listening project. But you know, it's good.

7/10


dashie - THE COMPLETE DASHIE DARIACORE COLLECTION
Back when I had loads of money and piles of bling laying around, well over a year ago at this point, I went and ordered two CDs from Maulcat Records. Turns out I wouldn't get them until much later. Neither would very many other people though. Kinda wonder how this label lasted so long to begin with, getting such huge artists. Wish I was this guy ngl. Well anyways, they just came. Actually no, that's a lie, only this one came, the other one's coming later apparently. Oh, they still think EMCD is a thing... Anyways, I'm not usually the biggest fan of this hyperflip dariacore thing, but when I previewed this album, I thought it was super detailed and did a pretty good job at it. Still think that. Some of the sample choices are obvious and a little annoying in a memey way (see RINGEX PLASTER). It's good alright, but it sorta sounds like listening to Soundcloud recommended. I've also very very quickly fallen out of any interest in the hyperflip / jersey club / whatever in the year that has elapsed. I swear to God if I hear ONE MORE bed squeak.

Sorry if this is a bit more incoherent than normal, I'm dead tired (at 2 PM nonetheless) and I just stepped out of the shower so typing feels so weird.

7/10


Datach'i - Bones
Found this at my first time at Grimey's in Nashville. I've seen this a couple times since then, usually discounted, so I guess this didn't really sell too well? It's a bit of a shame (this seems to be a little bit of a trend with Timesig stuff, see sell prices of My Love is a Bulldozer) since this is a really good album. IDM breakcore done really well with awesome production. Hints of Autechre (it *definitely* sounds like MaxMSP is used in some aspect here) and Venetian Snares (obviously). Really awesome production. Not too much memorable with it though, even immediately after listening, I remember nothing from it other than impressive and good.

8/10


Dazzling Killmen - Face Of Collapse
Found this at Waterloo Records, quite the surprising find given they didn't really have any Cheer-Accident or anything (they did have Sounds to Make You Shudder though). My dad has had this digitally for a while now, but I never actually listened to it up until getting the CD. Then I heard it and promptly overlistened the hell out of it. Yeah, it's a fantastic album and the addition of the equally fantastic Medicine Me single was awesome, I love this. Also come on, this looks so cool too.

9/10


The Dead C - Armed Courage
Found this at Recycled Books a while back. One of the weaker Dead C albums. I wish I had White House and Tusk on CD. Well, really I wish I had them all on CD, but you make do with what you can find (and I need to cool it a bit on the CD buying until I get some more progress on this list).

6/10


The Dead C - Perform DR503C
Wow, this is the best Dead C album I've heard (so far). For some reason, I haven't listened to this CD in full until now... there seem to be a few different versions of this album? So there's DR503 which its own standalone album right, but then there's Perform Max Harris (Max Harris being the title of a track on this CD and two tracks on DR503), the cassette only Perform DR503B and then Perform DR503C which is the one I have. From what I've heard (from other people, I haven't listened to either of the other two), DR503 is apparently amazing. Haven't heard anything about Perform DR503B. There's also the Sun Stabbed EP which a couple tracks here come from? Anyways, some of these tracks are some of the best of that Duster style slowcore I've heard (it really is less noisy and more structured than a lot of their other releases). They have this crazy ability to make these absolutely dead and collapsed versions of what would otherwise be pretty normal melodies and chord progressions, and it just turns them into something so much more beautiful. They're also incredibly lo-fi and that takes a *while* to get used to. I really do like a lot of this, I only give it an 8/10 because of a couple weaker moments on the album that don't exactly *detract* from the experience (like it's still fun and you know, having a bunch of random tracks thrown at the wall and seeing what sticks is The Dead C's THING so I'm not gonna ask to *remove* them, but from a quality standpoint it IS an 8/10 you know what I'm saying? Like I couldn't ask for this album to be better, but I'm also not rating it higher than an 8. Listen and you'll understand. I don't like Bad Politics as much as the other tracks.)

8/10


Death Grips - Bottomless Pit
It's certainly hard to listen to Death Grips in this day and age. I understand that it's a big mental barrier I've fallen for where I don't want to be associated with annoying /mu-core, but in the grand scheme of things, it doesn't really matter. Got this from Waterloo. One of their finest albums, love how noisy and grindcorey it is compared to everything else they've done. Still gotta love Exmilitary too. Maybe at some point I'll get more of their albums, but Waterloo's the only place I've been that actually has their CDs. The rest of the stores that have them are vinyl only for some reason.

8/10


Deep Fried Ice - Solar Plexus Clown Glider
Oh, another one from WTC. Made of cut up record sleeves and lots of funky designs drawn on them, really nice packaging. The music on it is for the most part pretty standard Ableton noise, but something does it for me just a *little* bit more than normal Ableton noise. Probably the resonators.

EDIT: Turns out this was made entirely in Audacity :P

7/10


Deerhoof - Actually, You Can
I think I bought this at Waterloo? Or maybe some other mint-condition CD store? Maybe it was Landlocked, not too sure. Fairly average Deerhoof album, nothing really special from them. Maybe I should relisten, because this thing made absolutely zero impression on me.

EDIT: Yeah, I definitely just wasn't paying close enough attention, this is one of Deerhoof's better modern albums for sure. Not really their BEST (can't really understand that thought process tbh), but home to some tracks that'll certainly be classics in their catalog. It's like the upbeat cheeriness of Breakup Song with the instrumentation of Offend Maggie, it's great.

8/10


Deerhoof - Deerhoof vs. Evil
Saw this in stores a number of times. Was at my local Half Price Books for a little while, but I don't know, I wasn't into this album all that much I guess? I recently found it again at Waterloo for pretty cheap so I picked it up, and you know what, it's better than I remember. But also, I just generally like modern Deerhoof more than I ever gave them credit for back in the day. It's weird cause they were a very formative band for me, but I was into them at the same time as where I felt everything I had been into just the year before was for babies so bands like Deerhoof and Einstürzende Neubauten were put in a weird place. Idk, I grew out of them but then grew back into them. But I still can't stand parts of modern Einstürzende Neubauten (wow, their new album was insanely mid) Parts of this are great. Super Duper Rescue Heads is one of the best Deerhoof songs period. A lot of other parts of this though aren't really that memorable. Similar thoughts on Milk Man, but this one's a lot more competent than the latter.

7/10


Deerhoof - Friend Opportunity
Found in my local Half-Price Books! Even though, like Deerhoof vs. Evil, I wasn't so into them at the time, I still found this album cool because the CD was made so that you could flip the panels around and essentially choose your own artwork. And the artworks for this thing were awesome. First track is FANTASTIC. That's about it, the rest of the album isn't really anything to write home about. Kidz Are So Small has funny lyrics. I met someone who considered the slow breakdown of Look Away to be one of the best moments in their discography, but I don't know, it didn't really hit me as anything too special. Felt real noodly to me. Still a good album though.

7/10


Deerhoof - Future Teenage Cave Artists
Ooh, found in an HMV the one time I went to the UK. Kinda crazy that HMV just has cool things, but yeah I guess the UK is cool to an extent. Deerhoof keeps making the same 7/10 to 8/10 albums over and over again and for some reason, they always sound new and fresh, I don't get it. On this one though, I don't like the mastering, it irritates me. The particular resonant tone they chose gives me a headache (similar to Holdypaws), though that's not exactly their fault. Kinda sounds like a guitar string being shoved into my ear. All Hail West Texas also does that to me, but on here it's a bit more irritating. Makes it sound muddy too. Oh, and they were playing O Ye Saddle Babies before the Black Country, New Road show started, that was fun. Last track is great and unexpected.

7/10


Deerhoof - Holdypaws
Got this on the first Christmas where I decided I was collecting CDs now, so it was probably the first Deerhoof album I had. No wait, I bought Friend Opportunity before that. Oh, there are some FANTASTIC moments on this one. Magic Star and Lady People in particular are probably close to the most lovely and romantic the band have ever been. And I don't mean to nitpick, but oh my God the mixing takes away from the album. It's like what I mentioned on Future Teenage Cave Artists but a little worse. Very muddy, makes it hard to hear the lyrics at all, and not in a nice way like The Man, The King, The Girl, no I think they thought this sounded good. And there are a couple times on this album like the very end of Data and at 2:40 in Lady People where the audio randomly becomes louder for a split second? Maybe that's a problem with my CD but that doesn't sound like something that happens with CDs? I think they got rid of that in the remaster though, even if it still sounds like metal shavings. Hard to decide my overall thoughts on it, but I still think it's one of their better releases overall.

EDIT: so reading a little more on this, the drums are entirely sampled?? I guess I never noticed that, but skimming through again, yeah they do all sound the same... that's so strange, especially given how they work so well. Really fun read on the description of this album's Bandcamp page. Maybe my comments about the mix are a bit harsh (not about how I don't like the mixing, but in assuming that it was completely intentional. The group (or at least Greg) seems to think of this album as a failure. Idk, I like it.

8/10


Deerhoof - The Magic
Picked this up at... Recycled Books maybe? Wow, I thought I remembered so much more about these CDs but I really don't have interesting stories to share... Yep, a good Deerhoof album (they're all starting to sound pretty much the same now, aren't they?) Still sounds pretty fresh weirdly enough, I like it. Actually nice mastering this time, some catchy tracks here and there. Very average modern Deerhoof album, not exactly a bad thing, but nothing super special either.

7/10


Deerhoof - Milk Man
Also picked this one up in the UK, though I think it might've been at Reckless and not at an HMV. Could've easily been from an HMV apparently though. Well, this here (and the next one) is the Deerhoof album I was raised with. This album in particular is extremely formative. And I have very mixed thoughts on it as well. As a young child, I don't think I ever really made it past track 9 (I get that it's a short album, but I would only ever get to listen to it on my 20 minute rides to preschool). This album's so weird because the first three tracks set this up to be one of the greatest albums of all time. They have this unparalleled haunting atmosphere to them and are constantly switching from quiet, subtle, and minimalist to rocking as hard as the band ever has. The melodies are perfect and beautiful. The semi-broken English of the lyrics of Milk Man combined with their uncharacteristically dark nature just make the song that much more mystical and fantastically uncomfortable. However, past the third track, I do not really care for this album that much. I think tracks like C and Milking just get really meandery and try too hard to be normal rock songs that really don't fit the weirdness this album set up in the beginning. And on the other end of that, tracks like Dog on the Sidewalk or Song of Sorn are just too silly. Just the weirdest album ever because the first three songs are incredible and the rest is completely skippable.

6/10


Deerhoof - Offend Maggie
Came across this one a couple times in my travels. Once at this weird place in Carrolton called CD Universe (which is frankly nearly impossible to believe that a place like that still exists in the modern day) (oh hey, you can actually see it in this photo!) but only picked it up on a different day at Josey Records. The funny thing about CD Universe being where it is is that it's right across the street from Nickel Mania, my childhood arcade. Also an insanely cheap arcade, so I guess that whole area of Carrollton is just where rent is incredibly cheap and you can have stores that would've otherwise only existed in the 90s. Grew up on this one as well. When I bought this off iTunes, this was the one I listened to in the car on the way to preschool the MOST often. And yeah, it still holds up, this album is absolutely fantastic, easily one of their best, even if there is a little bit of a nostalgia bias. Tears of Music and Love, Chandelier Searchlight, Buck and Judy, Fresh Born, Jagged Fruit. I do have to admit though, there are quite a few tracks on here that I don't care for as much (Snoopy Waves, Family of Others), but it's still great. Not nearly as much of a problem as it is on Milk Man.

8/10


Deerhoof - Reveille
From the sticker, looks like I picked this up at Waterloo, though I've seen it a couple other times as well. Waterloo's used CDs are awesomely cheap though so it was nice to find it here. I think I remember seeing it at the big Half Price Books in Dallas, though it was almost definitely a couple dollars more expensive. Oh yeah, this is their second best album for *sure*. Also probably one of their most uncanny albums given that it's a concept album about judgement day. Absolutely magical. Also gets me because I love organs, and I love random 30 second interlude noise tracks. And this album's tracklisting is amazing. Definitely one of the most magical albums ever.

9/10


Diamond Version - CI
This is a case kinda similar to Angelspit. I received the vinyl of Diamond Version's EP2 for free along with Pan Sonic's B. Pan Sonic and Diamond Version were both on the same label, Mute, and actually sound pretty similar, harsh noisy minimalist techno (what the hell Alva Noto's in this band?). I liked the EP I had so when I came across this CD at Reckless Records Chicago, of course I had to pick it up. Another similarity to Angelspit though, this album just takes itself WAY too seriously. I mean, Diamond Version themselves are cool, but any tracks with features (vocals) just have the most pretentious lyrics and grumbly Shadow the Hedgehog vocalists. Were You There is a particularly bad example. But I Loveee the instrumentals, especially on the opening track, This Blank Action, where they manage to sound so much like a weird hybrid of Aphex Twin and Pan Sonic. It's brilliant. Anyways, I guess this album gets about a 7.

7/10


Die Krupps - Too Much History Vol. 1: Electro Years
I should not have as much EBM in my collection as I do, but nevertheless, here we are. So this CD came out of one of my mom's stints with a boyfriend in Germany. I think he picked it out for me based on extremely limited knowledge of my music tastes. It's alright. It has much less sophhisticated sound design than Angelspit, it's mostly pretty cheesy synths. Kinda funny though. Obviously the lyrics take themselves too seriously, but there's a small sense that they kinda get what they're doing and that it's a little bit funny. It's nowhere near Diamond Version levels of taking themselves seriously, but you know, I like the instrumentals much less than those as well. I still kinda liked parts of it though weirdly, I noticed myself getting more into it as the album went on. Even if it is pretty stupid.

6/10


Dirty Three - She Has No Strings Apollo
Saw Dirty Three in my dad's collection a while ago and thought I should probably give them a shot, so when I came cross this album in Half Price Books, I guess I wasn't getting much else and decided to pick it up. Warren Ellis is in this, a guy that's collaborated with Nick Cave a bunch who my dad's a big fan of, so I guess that would explain it. I know I've had this for multiple years though, but somehow have never really listened to it. Just off first impressions, I'm putting this in the same category of my brain as Sun City Girls, Sunburned Hand of the Man, Jackie-O-Motherfucker. On further listening though, I'm seeing a lot of similarities to Godspeed You! Black Emperor (mostly just because instrumental rock + violin, but still it's awesome). It is just three instruments, entirely instrumental: guitar, drums, and violin. That's it. But wow, this album is awesome, I need to properly get into this band more.

9/10


DISC - GaijinCD4
Clicks and cuts have always been a favorite genre of mine. My fascination with CDs extends out to the sounds they make when broken, so of course I love anything that has to do with those sounds. Imagine my surprise when I found out that Kid606, Lesser, and Matmos (and once, KK Null) were all in a band centered around CD Skipping. I love DISC (I need Brave2EP still). Got this for Christmas one year (sadly without OBI strip, but including the bonus, non-functional, microwaved CD-ROM). Parts of this album are great, but it's a lot more subtle than their others. I kinda wish they did more tracks like Call it in the Air than Several X's a Second though.

7/10


DISC - 2xCD
I think I got this on the same Christmas? Or maybe I just bought it on my own, but regardless, this album is pretty cool. I think this does a much better job than GaijinCD4 at being a strange, anomalous object. The music on it is more proper CD skipping, 40 untitled tracks that completely fill up both discs, very little info on the packaging itself aside from the OBI strip. Feels like a strange piece of media from another universe. So of course, there's a LOT of material here, and not all of it is great. Both discs end with what is virtually the same track (they have different durations, but are the same glitch noise wall sound for 14-17 minutes) so 30 minutes of the experience is taken up by the same sound. It's a nice sound and all, but I really like the variety of the end of Disc 2 (before the outro track of course). Disc 2 track 10 is the best one. I wish there were a bit more sounds like those.

7/10


DJ Buttbaby - (Early Mashcore Promo) -2013/2014-
Oh, so this guy was selling a lot of old CDs in his collection for very cheap. I actually managed to grab quite a few of the free ones, but of course I didn't want to just take, so I bought a couple of his DJ Mix CDrs which are nice to have. All in all, I got 9 albums for 15$ including shipping, some of which have been on my wantlist for a WHILE. These were: These two DJ Buttbaby mixes, Jason Forrest - The Unrelenting Songs of the 1979 Post Disco Crash, Kid606 - Pretty Girls Make Raves, Ohrchitect - EXP-DNB-Set 2008, Speak with the Machines - Secret Jamsessions, Brotha P Touch & Lesser - C64 SID 6581 Massive, Trade & Distribution Almanac Volume Four, and 2OO. This CDr contains two mixes (as I think is usual on DJ Buttbaby's mix CDrs?), a 50 minute one and a 29 minute one, completely filling up the CD which is nice. The first one is mixed pretty well and there's no notable problems with it for the entire 50 minutes which is honestly pretty impressive, and it goes hard the entire time which is I suppose all you need from a DJ set. Some of the sample choices are a bit obvious, but I didn't recognize any of the tracks (though I haven't really listened to much early mashcore), it's awesome. The second one though I think is mixed pretty badly. Like there's a lot of really awkward transitions, tempos that don't line up at all, cutting almost absurdly random parts of tracks, and pauses. I recognize one track from this mix, DJKurara's Last First Kingdom, and the way it's butchered is just confusing. There's a part in the middle of it where the volume just decreases inexplicably. It doesn't come across as conveying some extra artistic meaning, it just feels awkward. I know he cut 10 minutes of this mix to fit on the CD, but did he just cut random parts from random tracks?

6/10


DJ Buttbaby - 3-22-2024 Promo – Saturday Morning Violence/HSR 4th of July 2023
DJ Buttbaby's mixes may be a bit more involved than I assumed. This one seems to be basically entirely self-made, mostly flickering samples on top of LOTs and lots of gabber kick drum (this first track is basically an hour of gabber kick drum, but I love it). The Alec Empire rant is hilarious. Lots of weird stuff and awesome samples. The second mix however is *really* well done. Some absolutely fantastic breakcore at the beginning with hilariously appropriate sample choice. And of course, lots of gabber kick drum.

8/10


Don Caballero - American Don
This here is one of the greatest albums ever made. Love this band, love this album in particular. Don Caballero 2 (which that and the live album seem to be the only Don Cab items I'm missing) was an album that I remember seeing in my dad's iTunes collection for my entire life and when I was old enough to read and navigate it on my own, the opening track to that album, Stupid Puma, ended up being something I listened to pretty often. Then I completely forgot about them up until around 5th grade, where I wrote in a daily entry for a class assignment that I rediscovered them via shuffling music on my dad's iPod touch. Never forgot about them since. I received What Burns Never Returns on the first Christmas where I asked for CDs and ever since, this band has been in regular listening. For a long time though, probably because of nostalgia bias, I considered Don Caballero 2 to be their best album, up until I noticed myself coming back to this one the most often. It's just as extremely technically skilled, but much more melodic, which of course I've grown a soft spot for. But for real, this album's melodies are uncharacteristically beautiful and the way they develop throughout the course of each of these masterpiece tracks are unmatched. The climactic sequence of Details On How To Get Iceman On Your License Plate is one of the best in music history. Could see this rising to the next 10/10 in the future, but I need some more time to think about it.

EDIT: Thought about it, this album IS perfect.

EDIT: ehhhhh i'm moving it back down

9+/10


Don Caballero - For Respect
I used to not like this album very much for whatever reason (and this was back in like middle school I think), but on recent relistens, this is the heaviest album they've ever made. Not only that, but it can get pretty melodic as well. It's an extremely satisfying listen, quite similar to Cheer-Accident's Not A Food, but without lyrics of course, and a bit more focused on pure math rock energy. Fantastic album.

9/10


Don Caballero - Punkgasm
Again, I used to not like this album very much, but that was for a much better reason (I thought) than For Respect. I really didn't like the lyrics on first listen, but now they're not that bad? They're just kinda normal, it's a good album for sure. Still probably their weakest though. The album cover goes insanely hard. Definitely is overhated, this doesn't sound that much different from a normal Don Caballero album but with lyrics and a bit less technically involved. Definitely something missing from this, but it's not bad by any means. I would say it sounds pretty similar to Don Caballero 2 to be honest.

7/10


Don Caballero - Singles Breaking Up (Vol. 1)
Got this at Reckless Records in Chicago, as you can see by the still apparent price sticker (How did I end up picking up so many bands of the letter D from that place?). I have the feeling I've listened to too much Don Caballero for one day because all these tracks are starting to melt together. Very similar to For Respect, though that one's crafted a bit better (considering it's a proper album and not a compilation like this one is).

8/10


Don Caballero - What Burns Never Returns
Well this one's usually regarded as being their masterpiece. And while it's definitely up there, I mean American Don is still better. This one's good too though. Don Caballero 3 is fantastic. The whole album's fantastic really. I don't know if there's much for me to say about it, it's just insanely good like most of their material is.

9/10


Don Caballero - World Class Listening Problem
The guitars are distinctly more metal here (mostly because they're entirely different people), but still somehow surprisingly sound just about the same as their older stuff for a majority of the album? I don't know, personally I think this album's great. Maybe not near-perfect masterpiece like American Don, but still, it's pretty damn good.

9/10


Doormouse - Broken
Got this for Christmas at some point I think. You know, this used to be one of my favorite albums ever. But as I've grown up and my tastes have matured, I've come to realize that a lot of this album is just alright. Not the best mixing/mastering, it all kinda sounds muddy, and a lot of pointless vulgarities/edginess that detracts from the experience. Some of these tracks are still great though. Specifically No Fool and Infectisound. Also Bacon is still hilarious. And gotta appreciate the complex production for what, 2002?

7/10


Doormouse - The Method Volume One: The Streets Of Miami / Freaked Out Mess
Found this in Reckless Records Chicago as well! Was an insanely cool find too, didn't think a Doormouse CD was something I would find *anywhere*. Anyways, if it's not obvious from the absurd CD design, this is a 2 albums in 1 package. The first one's a DJ mix, the second one's a proper album. The DJ mix is pretty well done, I love how it starts and ends and it's mad interesting all the way through, so you know, it does its job as a DJ mix pretty well. Not the most danceable thing in the world, but the transitions are (for the most part) fantastic, and it all works together pretty well. Then Freaked Out Mess is arguably Doormouse's best work. Incredibly detailed and while it doesn't always work (and there are definitely sections I wish would've been explored in greater detail, such as the distorted melody on Tardcore), for the most part it's an incredibly satisfying front to back listen.

The Method Volume One: The Streets Of Miami: 7/10
Freaked Out Mess - 8/10


Doormouse - Stanley Yershonowski Presents Xylophone Jism As The Ridiculator
Also recieved on a Christmas. Like Freaked Out Mess, very detailed and fascinating, but much less catchy and interesting in retrospect. The secret track is by far the best by virtue of the gabber kicks going insanely hard and bootleg track. Pretty cool album to own, it's good, that's about it. Need more Cock Rock Disco stuff.

7/10


Earthdate - Episodes 232-244
Hmm, I probably shouldn't count this as part of my collection. I was able to take this for free from the UT radio station because they had too many of them. One of like three CDs I got from my brief time working there. It is just a bunch of two minute episodes from an educational radio show, not an especially good one either. Reads like the most boring news youtube channel you've ever seen. What do you mean "it looks like this" this is an audio CD. What makes the least sense is why these stories are limited to two minutes. That just ends up making it all read like a bunch of fun facts that go in one ear, out the other. No extra investigation, no real learning. It's just kinda there. And like half the CD's runtime is taken up by the same transition sounds over and over and over again. Would make a good Bull of Heaven piece. Maybe I'll use it for CD skipping at some point down the line.

2/10


Eat Avery's Bones - Where's Eat Avery's Bones?
When I played live as MTS AIRMASS at my first show at Rubber Gloves Rehearsal Studios... well this wasn't then was it? Oh yeah I guess I forgot that I went to a show before I actually played there. Yeah this was a show where I saw Flesh Narc play and I guess Eat Avery's Bones shares a few members. Bought this CD cause it was the one with the interesting artwork. Sounds probably the most similar to Arab On Radar, but weaker. The lyrics are somehow even worse because instead of just being immature (which sometimes worked for the insane aesthetic Arab On Radar were cultivating), there's just a lot of really shittily written jokes. And the noise rock thing is turned way down so there's not even that going for it. And the voice is more annoying. The instrumentation is pretty good a lot of the time though, I especially like the guitars. I like the idea in one of the lyrics that King Midas pretended to turn everything he touched into gold.

4/10


Einstürzende Neubauten - Faustmusik
Bought this at Waterloo. Cool find. Even if I don't like this album in particular, always nice to have more Einsturzende Neubauten stuff, especially in this kinda rare type of packaging. Cheap too so no harm no foul or whatever. Hmm, more than anything, this album is extremely boring. I mean, it's a semi-spoken word album, so not knowing German certainly doesn't help. But I certainly don't like the performances either. They are annoying. Some of the slower guitar music is cool, but all the weird skits and stuff just do not work. Track 3 is actually kinda hilarious though.

5/10


Einstürzende Neubauten - Grundstück
Bought this online because back when I was a very young kid I was obsessed with this band. I had basically everything you could buy from iTunes bought from iTunes. But whenever I would look for them online, I would find this album and was bewildered as to why I couldn't find it on iTunes. It was only relatively recently that I discovered that was just because it was on CD, which is strange considering my dad owned the CD exclusive Die Hamletmaschine. Back in the day, I used to listen to their Palast Der Republik live show very often, still consider it one of the best live shows ever recorded to this day. The cuts from this which made it into that show sound almost identical, but there are some distinct differences I can point out, so I'm fairly sure these are studio recordings... I think. I didn't do much research into this album so. But a lot of this album is pretty awesome. Big fan of the constantly evolving energy and bombast of it all. Some of the lyrics are kinda ehhh (though that's just how modern Einstürzende Neubauten is), but it's whatever. Even the song that's about "Where are my shoes?" still rocks so it's ok.

uhhhhhhh I'll get to the DVD later.

7/10


Einstürzende Neubauten - Live At Rockpalast 1990
Material from Haus Der Lüge, Halber Mensch, and Fünf Auf Der Nach Oben Offenen Richterskala, their best period for sure. The latter two albums are the best they've ever made, absolutely fantastic albums. And I would own them, but my dad already owns that last one and one time I found Halber Mensch at the Austin Half-Price Books, but I was kinda low on money and decided to put it down. Also it was in a jewel case and if you haven't picked up on it, this is the weird section of my CD collection where I just have way too many back-to-back digipaks by pure coincidence and now I don't want to ruin it. I'm sure there's a digipak reissue of Halber Mensch out there... Now, I used to watch this live show all the time as a kid, and it's a pretty cool live show don't get me wrong. But observing it now, the performance is substantially weaker than album recordings. Not just Blixa's voice sounding different and reaching much farther on this performance than on albums, but that the instrumentation is MUCH sloppier. As in, on tracks like Haus Der Lüge, as well as a few others, the percussion can get extremely noticably off beat. I still like the performance as a whole, but it doesn't really hold a candle to either of the three albums it draws from. (and then Tabula Rasa also counts as this period, but none of those tracks were performed here. Tabula Rasa is an awesome album as well though).

as per usual, will get to the DVD later.

6/10


Einstürzende Neubauten - Silence Is Sexy
There are two distinct eras of Einstürzende Neubauten and Silence is Sexy is the second real album of their second era (Ende Neu being the first). I think the big thing that really separates these eras are that at one point, the band made essentially horror music, they were much more focused on being unnerving and kinda scary. Even on Tabula Rasa, which starts to leave a bit of that behind, tracks like Blume and Zebulon still have this unmistakable uncanniness to them reminiscent of their earliest, weirdest material like Thirsty Animal (thanks Lydia Lunch and Anita Lane for that). My dad speaks negatively of that album, but I really do think it falls more in spirit with Drawings of OT than say, Alles im Allem.
But the point is, you can tell on this album, on moments like Alles and Newtons Gravitätlichkeit, that they've turned more towards rocking out than creating haunting atmospheres. And I mean, sometimes that works. Sometimes, tracks like Sabrina, Die Befindlichkeit des Landes, even Sonnenbarke work quite well. But the less self-aware tracks like those I mentioned earlier, Zampano, Dingsaller, even Redukt are honestly kind of hard to listen to, especially with the context of what this band used to do in mind. That being said, it's far from a bad album. All the parts that work here work amazingly well, but the flaws are hard to ignore and become the basis of some of their later albums.
Notably, this version of the album comes with bonus disk, Pelikanol. It's a bit more experimental than the rest of the album, but it's a pretty meandery 18 minutes and doesn't really go anywhere. The first disc also features single Total Eclipse of the Sun in place of Anrufe in Abwesenheit. As a kid, this was one of my favorite tracks from them, but it definitely falls more into that second category of 'rocking out' material that doesn't work as well here and Anrufe in Abwesenheit is in hindsight a much more entertaining chill out piece.
I know I've talked negatively about a lot of this album, but it is very difficult to put together how I feel about it as a number rating. I think I'll stick with a 7 for now...

Oh, I totally forgot to mention WHERE I got this CD. A few years ago, in Joplin Missouri of all places, there was this big mall that had a place inside it called Vintage Stock and it was like this MASSIVE used stuff place. The website describes it like this: "Vintage Stock carries movies, music, books, video games, anime, comics, cards, and collectables! This is your one-stop shop for all things pop culture related. Pretty much anything we sell, we also buy for cash or store credit! We also offer the option to rent DVDs or video games." I mean, it's a store straight out of the early 2000s, but when I say it was massive, I mean it. Like it occupied an extremely strange large spot of the mall, it was way too big for a store like this in the fucking 2020s of all things. When I was checking out the CDs, my dad was compilaining that "you're not gonna find anything interesting in Joplin Missouri dude" but I found this, I found a Hella album, and I found a Deerhoof album (which I later gave away as a present to someone). Strangest place ever. Weird finding this stuff in again, Joplin Missouri, which is like the most dead city ever. Maybe it's insensitive to say that because they got hit by a pretty bad tornado not too long ago, but I go there every year so I feel a little attached. The mall also had a Tilt Studios.

7/10


Einstürzende Neubauten - Zeichnungen Des Patienten O.T.
This is my dad's favorite Einstürzende Neubauten album and what I consider to be the last early EN album. It combines, really like none of their other works, the amateur harsh noise spirit of their early works and the more structured tunes of their later. I mean I guess Halber Mensch does that too, but there's a clear difference in something like Yu-Gung and Zeichnungen Des Patienten O.T., the most accessible track here. That all being said, I never really was too attached to this album. I mean it's good, don't get me wrong, but nothing was ever all that special to me about it. It's not actively hard to listen to though so that's something. I kinda hate how I've said mostly negative things about the band, but I would have more positives to say if I actually owned their better albums. Kollaps, the Kalte Sterne compilation, Fünf Auf Der Nach Oben Offenen Richterskala (which my dad has on CD so don't expect it in here any time soon), Halber Mensch, Haus Der Luge, Palast Der Republik, Perpetuum Mobil, Tabula Rasa... man I'm missing a lot, aren't I? The other two my dad has on CD aren't exactly essentials though, just the first Strategies Against Architecture and Die Hamletmaschine.

7/10


Elf Power - In A Cave
It's just a *little* bit of a generic 6/10 indie rock album, but after listening to it three times, I started to enjoy it a bit. It's nice, I like the instrumentation, it all is pretty catchy. This was one of the first CDs in my collection as well, on an early trip to Half-Price Books I think (you know what, it might've been that CD Universe place. Could've also been the Frisco Half-Price Books, not too sure). My dad said it was the Elephant 6 people and at the time, I didn't really have my taste in music properly formed, and I liked that stuff. Same thing for the Neutral Milk Hotel CD that appears later in my collection. I mean, they're decent albums, I'm just not really into that stuff anymore. People seem to think this is one of the weaker Elf Power albums. I wouldn't know, this is the only one I've heard.

7/10


End - Percussions
One day, on a break from doing all-region stuff (or was it the Flower Mound community orchestra?) I took like a 25 minute drive to the Dallas Half-Price Books and randomly found 3 End CDs there. Also Yona-Kit LP but my dad already has it. Oh yeah, I already told this story cause I found the one Alec Empire CD there. Anyways, this EP seems pretty shottily but together. I mean, it's breakcore, but it's not exactly good breakcore. The tracks don't go anywhere, they're all pretty half-baked ideas, and I don't totally vibe with the big band sampling, it's not done that well here. Not much else to say, it's a pretty boring album.

6/10


End - The Sick Generation
You know, after spending two months working at a mastering studio, I can safely say that I hate the mixing and mastering on this album and it makes it all kinda hard to get through. I feel a similar way about a lot of 'old-school' breakcore. I don't know man, I think I've fallen a little bit out of love with breakcore as a whole, you know, if I heard this five years ago or so, it would probably be one of my favorite albums ever. I mean, there's a lot of really creative, really interesting stuff on this album, but I don't totally vibe with the usage of pretty much exclusively 70s cartoon or movie samples (and some 90s samples). Some better tracks include 3, 5, and 12. I don't know, I think I like it, but I don't know man. I'm never going to listen to it again, I just don't really vibe with old school breakcore anymore. This rating is going to be pretty arbitrary.

Ok so track 12 for SURE samples Sun City Girls' cover of Journey to the Center of the Mind, weird choice haha that's cool.

6/10


End - The Sounds of Disaster
As well as the album art looking *much* cooler (I love edited versions of signs as album art ( See Also, See Also)), this is by far the best End CD I own. Being on Ipecac probably has a hand in the record sounding overall much better than the other two in terms of mixing & mastering, but additionally, the tracks themselves are much cooler, much more bombastic, much more interesting, and much more effective. I mean, you take the harsh noise on You Only Live Once and FINALLY the old cartoon samples work in context of everything else. A little hard to describe why it does work so much better than the other two albums, but there's a lot more clear track progression, the experience is much more unified, the sound is much more consistent (and a lot better of a sound). The Sick Generation seems to be mostly remixes of selections from this album, so it's like I finally get to hear those sounds in tracks that are actually good. THANK YOU.

8/10


Experimental Audio Research - Mesmerised
Found this at Recycled Books it looks like. I also found Vibrations there but for some reason didn't get it. Well, the real reason is because we already had it on iTunes and I wasn't doing the thing where I rebought albums I already owned digitally on CD. I would very much love to own this version of the CD since it has much cooler packaging, but I guess this is cool too. Experimental Audio Research is another one of those projects I've known about forever just because of my dad. He owns Phenomena 256, Data Rape, and Live at the Dream Palace New Orleans. If you've seen Phenomena 256, you might know that the CD's cover art is actually a censored version of the vinyl's full art which is basically straight up furry porn. The CD as an insert actually includes the full art, similar to Horse and Goat's censored art. One time, while my dad and mom were watching Survivor, I discovered this fact at a very young age, thought it was hilarious, and went to show them. Now, I like a lot of Experimental Audio Research's music. Data Rape and Live at the Dream Palace are some of the coolest things ever, the latter being my go-to study album. But my God, if Mesmerised isn't the most generic ambient drone album ever made.

6/10


Experimental Audio Research - Millenium Music (A Meta-Musical Portrait)
Somewhat sure I bought this CD twice. On our first run to Recycled Books, I think we bought this and accidentally left it, then they just moved it to Discogs because I guess their inventory people got confused. Then I bought it again in a run of Discogs orders. I am weak. Similar album to Mesmerised, but the sounds are a lot more detailed and interesting. Lots of avant-garde percussion, some circuit bent speak and spells they would later use on Data Rape, less stock synth sounds. I like. Cover art is kinda hilariously low quality.

7/10


Ex-Serbian - Monne Talkz
Received as a bonus CD from a Vomit Hurdy Gurdy Rekordz order and is in a kinda funny way my only other shaped CD. For a very long time, I thought this was a joke project of wUB.Man's, but no, it's apparently someone else, a friend of his I think. Probably in a similar way to EMCD releasing the Sturmp album from long ago. Very intentionally shitty joke EP. Cool CD to have probably, but it's easy to make a bad album so uhhhhhhhh whatever. Not only is the music bad, but the jokes aren't really funny either so.

1/10


Fatboy Slim - Fatboy Slim's Greatest Remixes
It's another one of those CDs that I bought at my first Half Price Books outing before I really had any idea what my music taste was and I recognized the name from The Rockafeller Skank, which is a track I still love. Though I didn't remember the name, I assumed a CD called "Fatboy Slim's Greatest Remixes" HAS to contain arguably his most popular track...
I made a big rateyourmusic review of this last night, but it feels uncomfortable looking back on it in the morning, so I may delete it and just leave it here:

The aim of the game is to feel real good. Bought this CD many years ago in early middle school when I hadn't really developed my taste in music at all and for some reason hadn't ever actually listened to it in full until now, and wow does it hold up. In a way, I'm kind of thankful I didn't listen to this back then because I think with the experiences I have now, this album wouldn't have hit as hard as it does for me. This is going to function more as a personal writing than a review, but I associate the visceral emotions I'm feeling right now with this perfect backing soundtrack, so please enjoy a less structured RYM review from me; (sidenote: if I ever sound like I'm talking about someone in a hateful way here, I'm really just trying to highlight my own mental instability) My life might be about to change forever. I've transferred universities and simultaneously feel more confident than ever as well as constantly second guessing my decision to leave Austin. Well, it was only partially my decision because they didn't tell me about what to do for housing until it was too fucking late... and I got lucky with housing in the other university. Things will probably be fine. I've been getting in a bad habit the past few weeks of every couple nights waking up at around 3 or 4 in the morning and just not going back to sleep, last night being one of those nights. Of course I have my last minute transfer orientation in the morning and of course, I find out at 7 in the morning, after spending the previous part of my morning just playing Geometry Dash because I thought I was prepared, that I have an entire Canvas module of preparation work to do! Thanks for just including that information in a little blurb in the reminder email for my orientation and not as a task on the main university portal like literally everything else to do there is! So I was unimaginably stressed out during a drive that took an entire hour, but luckily (or maybe even somewhat intentionally), nothing on that Canvas module even mattered for orientation and they didn't even bring it up or ask me about it. I left today with a very rare feeling of security. Who knows how fleeting it will be. In the spirit of second-guessing moving out of Austin, recently, someone who I never met but who was a friend of a friend messaged me on Instagram and essentially confessed their love to me. See now, I'm incredibly easy. I kinda knew at first that this would be pretty logistically challenging so I just kinda let her know I wasn't in Austin anymore, but like once every couple weeks she would message back again and after a while, idk, I kinda fell for it. But on the other hand, this NEVER happens. I've still never had a relationship, never had a first kiss or anything, I'm a loser with no social skills and I hardly go outside. So I asked what exactly she wanted from a relationship and then SHE WALKED IT BACK RIGHT WHEN I GOT HOOKED IN. So now I have to see the femcels on my timeline post about online dating and weed and shit all the time and it's so annoying. Not because she's a bad person or anything, but because I'm super mentally unstable and her wavelengths basically match mine, we basically talk every day now. But I'm cynical about drugs and she's a hard dopesmoker. And probably about another thousand reasons why this shit wouldn't ever work, the point being that I was fairly confident in my decision to leave Austin up until someone dangled the promise of a fulfilling relationship, reminding me that my bloodline is actually cursed and I will be alone forever WHICH IS NOT SOMETHING I NEEDED ISOLATED IN THE MIDDLE OF NASHVILLE FAR FROM HOME. You're always chasing your childhood nostalgia. I think past a certain point in life, the rest of your life and your interests are centered around rekindling some sort of childhood magic. I've recently rediscovered Chevelle, a band I would absolutely never be into if I weren't extremely into them as a kid, and I think this CD kinda occupies the same space. It's the same reason I think I'm so drawn to warm melodies nowadays, they make me feel like I'm a baby. I was drawn to Fatboy Slim because I remember The Rockafeller Skank being at the end of an episode of The Upside Down Show, another favorite of mine as a little kid (basically, I've always had good taste 😎). Maybe that one song is why I've been so drawn to drum and bass my whole life. Well, I also grew up with Aphex Twin, so I'm sure that played a role. I say all this because I've had so much on the mind lately and I feel like more than ever, I've been taking constant losses from the universe and been at the verge of a breakdown any day now. [Rating224823072, See my review of Music Has the Right to Children for additional context]. But this album feels so much like not giving a shit about life. Yes I still feel utterly helpless, but it's in a weirdly optimistic-nihilist way instead of a borderline suicidal way. I feel the same sense of euphoria I do listening to TV Pow, it feels like raw music appreciation coursing through my veins. Whereas that album is so visceral because of its delicateness, this album is equally visceral because of its abrasiveness. Despite how clearly different they sound from each other, they both make me feel like nothing matters, but in like a cool way. Like all my mental troubles were for nothing. Like I should just move on. Like I'm angry, but in a productive way. Life doesn't make sense. Get high or get out of the way. I don't know. Maybe this is just how I am. Hopefully I get better one of these days. I don't need drugs though, this shit is good enough.

8/10


Fennesz - Black Sea
Wow, Fennesz, what a guy. I bought this CD back in early 2020 at my local Half-Price Books on a Spring Break along with a Boredoms CD mentioned earlier. My dad took me there because the entire week, my mom had been crying in her room loudly over her international boyfriend blocking her. Yes, for an entire week. Got 2 pretty cool CDs out of it so whatever. Also that week was the week that the COVID lockdown got announced, meaning that my Fennesz concert I was planning on seeing just a week later was cancelled. Basically one of the only times he has planned to come to Dallas and now that shot is gone. Awesome.

Surprisingly enough, I haven't listened to this yet, even though I absolutely love Fennesz. This one is for sure one of his weaker albums though. It's a lot more percussive and dark ambient than his usual material, reminding me a bit more of Bird Show than Fennesz. Some of the ambience is cool, but idk, it's a lot less powerful than I'm used to from him. Could've maybe done without listening with my fan on. Perchance needs a relisten later.

7/10


Fennesz - Hotel Paral.lel
Landlocked Music, Bloomington IN. Fennesz' first release, and quite the interesting one too. I think it's before he properly developed his signature glitch guitar technique, so this one's a lot more classical glitch and computer exploitation and almost EAI. Many more atonal and noisy glitches than ever since. A couple tracks here even dive into IDM territory. tbh more comparable to Alva Noto than anything. Lots of dub reminiscent of Pole as well. On paper, it's a much more interesting collage of sounds than anything he's ever done, but I'm not sure if all of these sounds work as well as they could. Again, it's not as powerful as his other releases.

7/10


Fennesz - Plus Forty Seven Degrees 56’ 37” Minus Sixteen Degrees 51’ 08”
No clue where I bought this CD and I don't seem to have posted it on my Instagram. No clue how long I've owned it either, I just know that I have it. My guess is Recycled Books? Wow, this album feels really good with the fan on. It's weird, abstract, noisy, and atonal like Hotel Paral.lel, but executed a lot better. This time it feels like powerful blasts of air... the fan might be helping with that (I just bought a fan, I'm proud of myself :) ) But regardless, it is quite a bit more powerful. Some of the sudden drones mix real well with the extremely abstract glitches. There's a sense of uncanniness created by these seemingly random computer-breaking noises mixed with track titles that are just seemingly meaningless coordinates. Feels ARG-esque. Especially track 5.

8/10


Fennesz - Venice
Landlocked music again! But this time on a different trip (the first one!). By far my favorite Fennesz album. So many amazing sounds, so melodic, so hypnotic, so oddly relaxing. Fennesz singing should not work on paper, but wow his voice is beautiful and it combines with the music so amazingly. This album was made for me I think. Immensely beautiful, idk what else to say.

It does lose a few points (IE doesn't make it to 9+ tier) just because it takes a while to really get to the amazing parts of the album.

Oh my God, there's a deluxe edition announced with three bonus tracks...

9/10


Fenn O'Berg - In Stereo
Ordered this from Discogs, I think I got it as a Christmas present? Forgot if I mentioned this, but I went and moved all the outer plastic sleeves on CDs like this one to CDs with OBI strips that didn't have plastic sleeves, and my collection is holding up much better now. Now I don't totally have to worry about accidentally damaging OBI strips while moving stuff around like I've done a couple times before! Fennesz, O'Rourke, Rehberg, I could probably put these CDs in the splits section, but they've done so many albums together that I basically just consider them a band! Plus, ever since their first two, they always just use the name "Fenn O'Berg", and not a normal style collaborative name like they used to, so they count here damnit. And once I get In Hell on CD, I'll finally have their entire CD discography. Based off the first two albums, the Fenn O'Berg project developed a reputation of being uncompromisingly off-the-wall, noisy, weird, and kinda funny too. They found beauty in the ugliness of odd concepts and they did it damn well. Here though, they took a much more ambient turn, focusing much less on plunderphonics and much more on direct manipulation of input melodies. Less experimentation with sound itself and a more bare-bones, simplistic approach. It's certainly not a bad thing, but this album being a lot quieter certainly does make it less interesting because I wouldn't exactly describe it as more "subtle". Some cool moments, I especially love the watery sounds on Part V, but overall, a lot of ideas get muddled in ambient slush. Similar to Autechre's PLUS I guess, though I do like this album more. Gotta love how the CD is missing a track that the vinyl has.

7/10


Fenn O'Berg - Live In Japan Parts One & Two
Discogs order from back in the day, and my first Japanese CD in my collection ever. Super cool to see a Japanese OBI strip for the first time. Not the greatest album in the world (I would compare it to In Stereo the way that there seems to be a lot more stock computer effects than direct sample manipulation, though it is considerably noisier and more detailed), but another one of those things that's pretty cool to just own. From what I take it, it's mostly the same material as In Stereo, but played differently? It's about just as interesting. Some cool melodic sections here and there, you know I'm a sucker for beauty and melody. Cool Bull of Heaven sounds at the end of the record.

7/10


Fenn O'Berg - Magic & Return
Bought this at Academy Records & CDs New York (see one of the Boards of Canada CDs). One of my earliest CD store trips and also one of the coolest finds I've managed to pull off (also found a Kevin Drumm CD there, that place was awesome). My dad already owns part 1 of this 2 part series, so I was already well-acquainted with the wild world this album had to offer. When I first found this, I actually thought the entire 2CD set was the part 2, but no, it's actually a compilation of both parts and two previously compilation-exclusive bonus tracks! One of the most prized CDs in my collection easily.

The Magic Sound of Fenn O'Berg is a wonderously bizarre and somewhat haunting glitch plunderphonics release. It has both this odd and kinda hilarious sense of humor and a pervasive underlying sense of dread. A lot like the works of Nicholas Federov (especially track 2 haha). Apparently both these albums were edited down sections of live performances, but they manage to work as albums incredibly well, especially the second part. This first part is a lot more noisy, arguably less focused, and sample-heavy (I mean, it's all sample-heavy, but the sample choices here are more direct plunderphonics where as part 2 takes a more Oval approach to things). Some fantastic sample choices in here as well, like the xylophone solo from Gentle Giant's Knots on track 1 and Autechre's Gantz Graf on track 4. I think Pole is sampled on track 6, though I can't pinpoint exactly which track since all his tracks sound the same. Track 8 is also incredibly climactic and powerful. The way it takes this already dreadful orchestral song, puts some minimal glitch noise on top of it, and elevates the power of the song so much is intense and impressive. The climax of the track where there's this noise that sounds like a giant mechanical dying horse brings me chills every time. That being said though, all the tracks I mentioned are basically the only memorable ones. All the tracks in between tend to kinda fade in the background, even though they're pretty good as well. There's just some aimless slush here and there that's a lot harder to follow in comparison to the few amazingly constructed tracks here. I've listened to this quite a few times, but now I'm listening to it more attentively than I ever have and am noticing so many new details. It's one of those albums. See also Mouse on Mars.
Now, the Return of Fenn O'Berg on the other hand is one of the greatest albums ever made. Imagine the emotive climax of Fenn O'Berg Theme, the sense of humor in Shinjuku Baby Pt 1 and Steam Powered Oscillation, none of the uncanniness, WAY more melody, more Oval, everything. Now if this album wasn't made for me, I don't know what album would be. Right off the bat, Floating My Boat is hilarious because it combines these two dancehall beats that absolutely do not go together at all, but then they develop in a really introspective way and transitions into the next track perfectly. A Viennese Tragedy is absolutely beautiful. Lots of frantic glitch percussion, very similar to a majority of Magic Sound, but the entire track makes use of manipulating these beautiful swirling strings and throughout the course of the 14 minutes, the development of the track is completely perfect. Sudden knocks at the end of the track used to scare me. Riding Again makes use of these hypnotic rhythmic patterns (like CD skipping) as melody before devolving into high pitch ringing and remnants of some of the orchestral samples from the end of Floating My Boat. Like a noisier take on the same material. Probably the weakest track here but still great. Finally, We Will Diffuse You begins with harsh glitching before quickly giving way for a super smooth and satisfying melody that makes use of clicks and cuts! That then all develops into one of the most peaceful and impactful drones I've ever heard (Jim O'Rourke is really good at that, see also Brise-Glace).

The bonus tracks are also pretty good, though nothing to write home about. I like that they're here.

And THANK YOU Miss Pussycat for helping out with some of the artwork on the original CDs! Wow, this really was a supergroup of EVERYONE. Need some of her albums in my collection...

The Magic Sound of Fenn O'Berg: 8/10
The Return of Fenn O'Berg: 9+/10


Fetish - (Object)
In Nashville recently, found this in a bin at a badly organized (but cool) place called The Groove. Weird ass place, parking was weird, it just looks like a normal (but kinda run down) house from the outside, you get in via a broken doorknob, it was awesome. This is a free jazz improv CD I found in a cardboard box of CDs labelled "Electronic" and it looked interesting and was also discounted (only cost me $3.28 at the end of the day) so I bought it. Conflicting sources on whether the album is just self-titled or if it's called (Object). I mean it says "(Object)" on the CD right there, I don't know what else it could be referring to. Discogs calls it self-titled, rateyourmusic calls it (Object), and Tautology's website doesn't even have a title for it. Oh, also I thought I recognized the name 'Tautology' when I picked this up but I seem to be getting it confused with something else I can't recall. Lots of cool instruments, I mean, it's a pretty standard insane free jazz album. I feel like you know what it sounds like without even having to listen to it, but it's still great. I still love this stuff. Love the atonal bowed instruments, the squealing woodwinds, the very unique choice of percussion. Funny enough, this CD is listed as "Dance & House" on my iTunes. Maybe that's why they put it in the dance section. It's not like anyone else knows what this album is. Second part however is much less interesting than the first. I mean, on a surface level, it's obviously quieter and less dense, but I have a feeling that because of the larger focus on more subtle sounds and bowed cymbals, there's a lot of attempts to do something like bow a cymbal that don't really work out. It takes multiple attempts to bow cymbals sometimes. There was a real nice metal scratching sound in there, but other than that, I just prefer the sounds of the first part.

7/10


Filament - 29092000
Had to pick this up at Recycled Books recently cause I saw they had it on Discogs and I was like "WOAH I NEED THAT" so here we are. I thought it would have the OBI but alas... American CD owners are trash. Anyways, this album's good. It's a live performance, so it's got that raw, intimate EAI feel to it, but it's not super super pervasive. The album's mostly one (high pitched, obviously) sine tone with ultra-subtle manipulations to it, and a bass tone that crescendos at the end. Oh yeah, this release crescendos really badly (not in a way that's *bad*, but in a way that kinda fucks you up if you're not careful). See, this album starts out inaudibly quiet and takes a couple minutes to really go anywhere, THEN you can adjust it to comfortable listening volume. However, the sine wave also *really slowly* crescendos so even if you're careful about not putting it on too loud, it'll get louder without you noticing at all and just straight up give you a headache. Most people would reasonably hate this album.

7/10


FLASH CONDUCT - Color Burn Scene
My main man FLASH CONDUCT. I have all of their albums! Except for the cassette ones! Including super rare limited edition not officially released ones! So this is their most recent big solo project (no, I'm wrong about this, this came out before Home Sweet Home) (there are of course two big splits with them that have come out recently, one of which I have, the other of which is cassette only) and it's pretty good. I think it starts out a lot better than it ends and that's purely because of how samples are used and tracks are structured. There's a lot of neat skill displayed here, I mean the Dutch Falcons to beep beep to 7kick321 run is absolutely fantastic, the album starts out with probably the three best tracks in FC's career. FM99 for the most part continues this trend, but I think the "now how about drums" sample doesn't totally work and feels a bit contrived and dated. I appreciate the appeal to humor (see Fenn O'Berg), but yeah it just doesn't work there. Thankfully, it transitions into a fantastic closing beat of the track. The next track then begins with these amazingly warm jungle pad melodies, but then gets ruined around the halfway point with the Cheer-Accident samples. Like the way they don't line up with the beats doesn't seem at all intentional or artistic, and I do think it's harder to do that on Renoise than say Ableton, but still. Thankfully, the last track is great.

Let's give another round of applause for Reactionary's unmatched CD packaging skills! Keep it up, these are always the highlights of my collection. Pen also included a deck of Magic the Ravering cards with my CD, so this is awesome.

7/10


FLASH CONDUCT - End Of Year 2022
At the end of my sophomore year of high school, I made a compilation of all my best tracks I made that year and gave them out to a bunch of my friends. As a response, FC did that the next two years and we traded copies of them to each other. So this didn't actually come out in December 2022, this was June 2022 I think (or May, depending on whenever school got out) and this is a set of the best tracks from that year. Let's see if I can pinpoint where each of these came from:

1. Appeared on the Cirklon Fenneko split on Rotten / Trash! Yay
2. This one's called 'q155' but it's just 'beep beep' which appeared on a bunch of compilations and then Color Burn Scene
3. Appears under the alternate title 'Roxine Thorn155, 140' on Color Burn Scene, but is missing the second half Cheer-Accident section (so it's better tbh)
4. Was on Self Titled
5. This same title appears on the Cirklon Fenneko split, but is actually a completely different track. This appears on Color Burn Scene as the second 2/3s of 'FM99', when the beat switches up (and includes the "Now, how about drums?" section).
6. Appears as 'Dutch Falcons' on Color Burn Scene (forgot to mention in the CBS review that this opening melody is euphoric and awesome), although after around the 1:30 mark, the tracks are structured completely differently. I think the same section with the same drum samples is actually recreated on Dutch Falcons and extended 40 seconds longer than this original demo version. I think I prefer the album version.
7. Called 'beep beep' despite beep beep being a completely different track that's already been released multiple times before this I think. This track actually matches up with 'Wake Up Babe New Flash Conduct Track' on the aforementioned Cirklon Fenneko split.

Really solid selection of tracks, I honestly prefer this to the album that most of the material later made it onto. As a bit of extra insight, I think some of the weird and out of place sample choices can be explained by RINGEX PLASTER. All the way back in 2019, FC joined the Venetian Snares Discord server (rest in peace) and introduced me to RINGEX PLASTER and correspondingly, that whole side of the music world. Probably wouldn't be into Bull of Heaven or music criticism at all if it weren't for them. But RINGEX PLASTER used to do that shit all the time where they would include really random and sometimes not very funny samples that didn't totally work all the time. I mean for RP, her whole bit was doing the thing you least expected every single second of music which was extremely fun, even if it didn't all work from a critical perspective. Doesn't really accomplish the same thing in the middle of a breakcore track tho. I like the way the Bogdan Raczynski sample on the first track is used however.
8/10


FLASH CONDUCT - End Of Year 2023
Ok so this is mostly a demo version of Zany Upbeat Percussive Music, a split tape with GHSU on Kitty On Fire Records that would come out a little later in the year. Let's pinpoint the tracks again:

1. First appeared in the EMCD URL fest, then on the GHSU Split tape.
2. Also the GHSU split tape.
3. Also the GHSU split tape.
4. Home Sweet Home, FC's other KoF album, released just a month before this best-of CDr.
5. Also Home Sweet Home.
6. Also the GHSU split tape. Though this track originated from an unreleased split project where me, FC, and JojoMcjoe made tracks out of random sounds we found on Soulseek. Some of the same sounds are used in my Abandoned Sandcastles track.

More atmospheric jungle material than before, and I don't necessarily love it as much as on thew181pt1&2, but I haven't always vibed with the atmo dnb style that much in general. I think it is done considerably more unique here than on other KoF recent records though, FC's unique breakcore writing style kept very much in mind, and the tracks actually get fairly noisy at points. Omega Clown Town ends with this weirdly beautiful marimba sample, no clue where it's from. It's all really well done, the tracks are much better structured than they have ever been (minus the pretty out of place Undertime Slopper sample) and feel a lot more overall professional. Melody in the second half of final rendition is the most beautiful thing to ever come out of FC. I think I still like the other End of Year collection more, but this is pretty good, especially if you're more into that atmo dnb scene than I am. We'll get back to my thoughts on that later... (foreshadowing for the Pipotaku CD)

7/10


FLASH CONDUCT - Home Sweet Home
So there are two versions of this album out there, I believe all CDs come with the first: one where tracks 5 and 8 feature vocals from wenton and the current digital one where they've been removed. Wenton was a guy that we used to know way back in the day on the Venetian Snares Discord server that grew up with us but sadly, we witnessed firsthand go down a path of degeneracy and sexual deviancy. By which I mean being friends with known groomers and getting into loli porn and getting into a fight with someone over who could cut a third person's name into their arms deeper. Basically, don't talk to strangers I guess. That whole scenario ruined my first record label so I'm still bitter about it. Anyways, this album is pretty good. Idk, there's not as much to say about it as there is on the other ones. I listened to it 3 times to try to write a review of it all and still can't remember that many details other than "Hey all, Scott here" not really being implemented well. Good breakcore album.

7/10


FLASH CONDUCT - Human Derived Music
FLASH CONDUCT's first album mannnnnn, this is where it all started. Well first off, on a surface level this is obviously much more amateur than any other flash conduct project. The tracks have absolutely no structure, they're super freeform, and I know they still kinda do that, but here it's past the point of intentional artistry and is honestly pretty awkward a majority of the time. Despite that though, it's missing a lot of the out-of-place jokes/memes that were a staple of the ringex plaster inspiration, so to some degree I actually like some of this more? There's also barely any logic to the sample choices. A few of the tracks utilize old school Venetian Snares drums that were shared around in the server a long time ago. One of them utilizes the drum break from Brise-Glace's In Sisters All and Felony that I was trying to popularize the use of. Random tambourine that sounds super out of place, but in a kinda funny way. Aphex Twin sampled for jungle pads. Weirdly enough, the beats TRY a lot more here. They're much more dense, they're much more outwardly breakcore than jungle, they're honestly a lot more fun to listen to. I also love how the first intro track which is basically just spamming a sample over and over again transitions into the second track which starts with a slowed down version of that same sample, it's euphoric in a weird way. I wish that second track had a much better structure because it could've really done a lot with flipping that sample. It's kinda reminiscent of other early flash conduct stuff where they were trying to do more vaporwave-adjacent material. In some ways, this album is better than others, in some ways it is worse. It's for sure one of the most entertaining Flash Conduct projects tho.

Oh yeah, Voidwalk Records. Back in the day when everyone had their own label, FC wanted in on it too and started Voidwalk Records which only had this one release and then slowly disappeared. The name later became super unfortunate because there was someone who joined the Bull of Heaven server named Voidwalker who immediately started trying to groom minors. And I think everyone just kinda forgot about the follow up label, Green Dad.

7/10


FLASH CONDUCT - Human Derived Music (Remastered)
Same album, just remastered and with (slightly) alternate artwork, as well as new inner artwork and disc art! Also not on any label this time. Also it came with shirts that I have one! Really cool shirts too might I add... Oh, and a sticker that I haven't yet used (I tend not to do that). Was made only a year and a half after the original master, not totally sure why, probably to kick off FC starting to do things like making stickers and shirts altogether. What's different about this CD than the original master? Well, there's some saturation and light reverb on the first track, the sample at the beginning of the second track is a lot smoother, the drums are cleaner and easier to distinctualize overall, but they do overpower the background noises in a lot of cases. There's also an extra drone noise at one minute into track 4 that I'm pretty sure wasn't there in the original. But yeah same album. I will say though, I actually do prefer this master a little better (even though it's not the greatest remaster in the world haha).

7/10


FLASH CONDUCT - Nothing Seems To Fit
Ultra rare demo version of Color Burn Scene with a bunch of bonus unreleased tracks that only I (and like two other people it appears) have access to. Never released anywhere else, so you're just gonna get track descriptions here! Fun tidbit, this is the longest FLASH CONDUCT solo piece out there. Well, other than aranxta yaros and retroactively deleted material, but those don't count.

1. Dutch Falcons181 - released on color burn scene
2. FM99 - released on color burn scene
3. beep beep - released on color burn scene
4. 7kick321 - released on color burn scene
5. demos2 - About the quality of the Human Derived Music tracks, very little song structure, Akiwawa sample. I really like the sounds of the drums though.
6. Sorry180 - Lots of Cheer-Accident samples with little logic or purpose, they don't work very well. They all have some effects applied or are tempo shifted to some degree, none of them match tempos though. Some breakcore, but very little over the 2 minute run time. Small sample of Dollmaker. I very much understand why this wasn't included on the final album.
7. Roxine Thorn155, 140 - released on color burn scene
8. testmod200 - Somebody saying "test" manipulated into a pretty grooving beat. Only 30 seconds long. Very similar to my Cirklon Fenneko track, Tascam DR-05x Test, except this one has actual percussion in it.
9. one two three four! - released on color burn scene
10. December 21, 2021 - These last three tracks are all intentionally shitty improvised jam sessions. Think of my track New MTS AIRMASS Song. On that track, I had musicians play a different instrument than their main one and it turned out kinda funny and bad at the same time. I assume a similar thing was done on these three tracks because the vibe is very very similar.
11. March 16, 2022
12. April 6, 2022

Again, I very much understand why the tracks that were cut from Color Burn Scene were cut.

6/10


FLASH CONDUCT - Self Titled
Like Home Sweet Home, I went ahead and listened to this multiple times only to not write anything because I didn't really have anything to say. I just moved out into an apartment and for the first time, brought my entire CD collection with me. All (nearly) 700. And the collection as a whole is looking cleaner than ever, take a look! Anyways, here's the last FLASH CONDUCT album, I think this was the second one they made? Much like Human Derived Music, I think the first two tracks are an amazing start to the album. This is one of the better FLASH CONDUCT CDs in my collection, mostly for a lack of those weird meme moments in the middle of tracks that don't hold up. I think the structure is still lacking a lot here, and there seems to be no rhyme or reason to the track order, but the individual sounds and elements on each of these tracks are great! For some reason, there's a 3 minute field recording in the middle of the album and two ambient tracks. Not that I don't like those things, but they seem to lack a purpose I guess. Definitely worth a listen out of all the FLASH CONDUCT albums and probably one of the most interesting ones. Quite a few flaws though.

7/10


Flössin - Lead Singer
Probably the most overlooked Zach Hill oneoff? This is Zach Hill + Kid606 + Christopher Willits (who I'd never heard of before) and the result is awesome. Got this from Reckless Records in Chicago, absolutely awesome find. Imagine chaotic Zach Hill free grind drums but with glitchy drones in the background and that's the entire record. Some of the melodies created by the glitchy drones are super catchy and I love them. Not too too much to say about this record because on paper, it is pretty samey, but it's also insanely fun. Love it, super underrated.

8/10


Flying Lotus - Flamagra
Flying Lotus, someone I've been meaning to get into for forever now, sorry I haven't yet. Heard his set on the WXAXRXP live stream, was phenomenal. Picked this up pretty soon after at CD Warehouse Arlington I'm pretty sure... or maybe it was Landlocked Bloomington, I don't remember. Anyways, this album is pretty cool. Apparently it's commonly referred to as his worst? I don't totally get that, but I will admit it tends to fade into the background for a majority of its runtime in an early Mouse on Mars way. The bass is also super muddy on the entire album. The Climb is a fantastic track. Bonus points for the incredible artwork.

7/10


The Flying Luttenbachers - Revenge Of The Flying Luttenbachers
The most frantic free jazz grindcore of all time, I love it. Not much more to say, I guess the album is pretty samey? Could also do with a bit more of a through-line since the entire album is frantic blast beats and squealing saxophone without much else going on. Fun in concept. I imagine they would be amazing to see live.

7/10


Flying Saucer Attack - Chorus
Ah, Flying Saucer Attack, my personal choice of Shoegaze music, a genre that people are too annoying about for me to care about. I will say though, I did quite like that My Bloody Valentine record. Anyways, this is one of my least favorite records of theirs. I mean it is a singles compilation, but these tracks are just much less interesting than some of the cooler stuff they've done on their self-titled, New Lands, and Further. By the way, I don't own either of New Lands or Further because my dad does, but those three are awesome. But yeah, the material on here is much more singsongy, much less noisy, and yeah, much less interesting than all of their other material. It's still good, but I don't super care for it.

6/10


Flying Saucer Attack - Distance
More interesting than the previous. Some more standard shoegaze tracks like Standing Stone that sound like takes from their Self-Titled, and a lot more ambient drone material here. I like it. Fades in the background a bit, but it's a better held together project than Chorus.

7/10


Flying Saucer Attack - Flying Saucer Attack
It's maybe their most "standard" album, but it's also the one I revisit the most because it's such a cool shoegaze experience and it's so relaxing. My Dreaming Hill is one of the best shoegaze songs I've heard, The Drowners sounds like a horrible karaoke performance in the best way possible, I love how unfittingly quiet, off-key, and out of time the vocals are. And both Popul Vuhs are incredible drone experiences. Like other Flying Saucer Attacks, it does tend to fade into the background a bit, but this is probably their album most worth listening to. Think I picked it up in Glasgow as well. Thanks bitface!

8/10


Flying Saucer Attack - Instrumentals 2015
So Rachel was on what, two albums? Then for the rest of FSA's discography, Dave just had to find someone else to jam with which ended up including a jungle artist on Mirror? Am I getting this right? 15 years gap later, Dave returns with this solo project that's ENTIRELY guitar. It's entirely aimless, there's barely any structure, barely any detail, extremely bare-bones, but you know what, I like it. It's super relaxing and just super weird. If this were made by anyone else, it probably wouldn't have been a mass-produced CD, but now that it is, I like having it, it's cool. Not the best album ever, but it's gonna be real nice to do work to (I mean FSA already were, but this one in particular is entirely relaxing). Correct me if I'm wrong, but I think this is the only completely solo FSA album, and as a result, it feels quite a bit more lonely than every other.

7/10


Flying Saucer Attack - Mirror
What a strange album this is. First few tracks are your normal Flying Saucer Attack jam, albeit a considerable bit more lonely just because it's now just him singing songs by himself and tracks like Suncatcher and Tides have a bit of a sadder energy to them than ever before. Then randomly, track 5, Chemicals, starts out with Pan Sonic-esque hardcore kick drums and that's the rest of this album babey. FSA brought on guest computer musician Rocker to add an electronic flare to a very random selection of tracks on this album, usually rhythmic loops (and jungle on a couple!). Not entirely sure if it works, but it was shockingly funny on first listen. I think I appreciate it a bit more now, but Chemicals still doesn't really work.

7/10


Flying Saucer Attack - Sally Free And Easy EP
Basically a 7inch on a CD, except the tracks are a bit too long for a 7inch. In the context of their other material, it's alright, not something I'm aching to revisit any time soon. It's pretty drony, there's not much going on, it just kinda passes by, pretty forgettable to be completely honest and I'd like to sit in the FSA atmosphere for more like a full album than 14 minutes, I don't really know why I'd put this on, but it's alright. Look, I know I haven't rated the Flying Saucer Attack albums THAT high for the amount of them that I own, but as flawed as they are, their atmosphere is pretty damn relaxing and I got a lot of homework done to them in high school. So they absolutely justify a place in my collection.

6/10


Four Tet - Everything Ecstatic Films & Part 2
So, Four Tet, an IDM legend that I know shockingly little about and ashamedly haven't really gotten into yet. And what a weird first release for me to get into, but this was the one I found at Half-Price Books, so whatever. As always, I'll get to the DVD later, but this little EP is super interesting. Lots of delicate IDM bleeps and bloops, glitches, buzzes, jazz instrumentals reminiscent of Nobukazu Takemura's Souvenir in Chicago, super progressive. I love it, what can I say. The use of Ableton Beat Repeat on the first track is pretty obvious though (or maybe something similar? I don't know what technology was around in 2006, but it's definitely the same basic idea). Excellent work.

8/10


Four Tet - Three
New Four Tet album! Bought it at Grimey's at the end of my recent internship in Nashville, pretty cool. Wow, this album is awesome, how have I not gotten into Four Tet yet again? Definitely definitely need to listen to more of their stuff if that random 2 albums I have from them are this good. I mean it's not the BEST album ever, but it's super solid, super relaxing and entertaining IDM work. I think it could've done with less vocal samples reminiscent of NCS material, but other than that, I love the unique trip-hop tropical vibe this album has to it. Feels like summer. 8/10 for now but I could see it growing in the future.

8/10


Francsico López - Warszawa Restaurant
There's something about field recording albums that make me wonder, 'why am I listening to this? What's the significance of this particular recording being pressed onto disc? Why am I listening to something that doesn't have soul in it?' and then you have to wonder, why listen to anything at all when I could just sit out on my porch and listen to the hum of the cars along the nearby, but not so nearby to the point of it being loud, highway (which actually has quite the interesting resonant hum from where exactly my porch is, to an almost melodic degree). My apartment might be a bit too loud for this album. Generators with loud buzzes, loud air conditioning everywhere, I just heard a fire truck alarm blaring for WAY too long. I've noticed my ears start to have more problems this year. Every once in a while, I get that high-pitched ringing in one ear fade in and out for a few seconds, and that's happened my entire life, though usually on an average of about once a month. Now it's happening once every day. I live near construction that I have to bike past every day and sometimes I might inadvertently turn up my music a little more so that I can even hear it. But I'm starting to worry about my ears. I think where I live is too loud which means I have to turn my music up too loud and every once in a while, my ears just feel TIRED. Sometimes I hear a cool noise outside and have to pause this to make sure it's not actually coming from the album. It never is. Other times, I have to briefly turn the volume up all the way to get an idea of what I'm supposed to be listening to. Usually, a dark rumble that's made much more clear once I turn the volume back down. But it blends in with my apartment's ambience annoyingly well. Don't know if I can properly rate this at all. 5/10 means neither good nor bad, or, more accurately, equally as good as it is bad. I don't know, usually I'm not one to complain about music being too inaccessible or too quiet or too loud, but while this isn't silent, it might as well be, which is an interesting concept to think about.

5/10


Fuck Buttons - Street Horrrsing
Picked this up because people around me had only said good things about them (including someone who later turned out to be a pedophile). But this was probably my most recent trip to my "local" Half-Price Books ("local" in quotes because I don't live in McKinney anymore, and this was probably about two years ago right before I moved to Austin for a year, which I'm also no longer living in) along with the one Four Tet CD, Everything Ecstatic Films & Part 2. Intriguing textures on this one; lots of droning guitars, tribal percussion loops, Oval-esque melodies, it's almost like the perfect record for me on paper. Well, it's pretty good, it has a bit more emo/hardcore influence than I remember from my first listen, including YAAMC style low-quality screamo vocals on a couple tracks that might honestly detract from the overall experience a bit. Without those vocals, I would say this is perfection of the concept Bird Show were trying to do on the couple Bird Show CDs I have. The drone guitar melodies are nice, the tribal percussion loops are nice.

8/10


GHSU - Greatest Hits Superb Undulations
YES I own BOTH Green Dad Records CDrs to EVER exist. NOT FOR SALE. GHSU is an artist with a very similar sound to FLASH CONDUCT, so it's fitting that two of the three GHSU releases around are FC-adjacent, the third being on a label me, FC, and GHSU all released solo records on. First thing to mention, this record is 54 minutes long while FLASH CONDUCT's longest was still only half an hour and unreleased. Second, a lot of these tracks are less detailed, but more focused. Ideas take longer to progress and are honestly fleshed out quite a bit better, but there's often less variation in the drum patterns, and usually just consist of four layers: drums, samples, pads, and gabber kicks. For tracks like Kamikaze Rake Raccoon, Pink, this combination works surprisingly well and for a while, you're led to believe that this album will be like a FLASH CONDUCT album, but without much of the fluff. However, tracks like Wagger De Date, Squirtle, are very much within that same style of fluff. Boring jungle tracks on the album like Crackpipe Dubplate that are more personal pet peeves. Half of this CD's run time is bonus content: A hidden track, one remix GHSU did for Quillyear (RIP), and 4 remixes others did for GHSU which are all some of the best material on the disc, especially the Noxw tracks. Regrettably, the 75258050866944 remix is also a fantastic track. I say 'regrettably' because as with so many others, that person turned out to be a massive degenerate whom no one wants to talk to anymore and was one of the key players in EMCD's shutdown, so whom I'm eternally pissed off at. God, I need to find new internet friends. The world has been so cold and lonely ever since I had to shut down EMCD.

7/10


Gingerbee - Our Skies Smile
When I used to be quite a bit more sociable on the internet (still no real life social skills, but at least enough to get around and meet a bunch of musicians online mid-covid), I had a track in this compilation, entitled THIS SHIT GOES HARD (sic). Coincidentally, this happened to be one of very few compilations, during an era of my musical career in which I was trying to submit as many tracks as possible to as many compilations as possible, whose respective track I don't hate in retrospect. A majority of the compilations I sent tracks to throughout 2021 and 2022 were not thought through much at all and were made more with "I just need to get this track finished" than "I need to perfect this track" in mind, and thusly, I hate so many of them. But not this one, I did a good job on this one. This was also one of my favorite compilations of 2022, had such a unique sound to it, I felt, that transcended the arbitrary limits of 'breakcore' and really only cared about being its own thing. And all the tracks had this real contiguous vibe to them which is rare for internet compilations. It was a collaboration between two record labels: Hunk of Plastic, and 3Snowmen, both of whom I wished to grow with and work on more projects in the future. Not before I did a very 'me' thing to do and not think very hard about a joke I made on the 3Snowmen Discord server and end up rightfully getting called out and shunned by a bunch of people I haven't even gotten to know. Quite literally the first thing I said in that server in the #introductions channel was, written in the exact style of someone else's previous introduction, a thing about how I denied the Holocaust. Which I don't, but I don't know, thought I was making fun of weird internet people but obviously didn't think it through. I don't know, it's hard to rationalize it now, years later (shit, is it really only 2 years later?), but uhhhhhhhhh I straight up just wasn't thinking, I don't know what to tell you other than that I realize now that while the 'parody aspect' of my joke was apparent, it didn't make the joke inherently funny, it came off as 'the punchline is that you're being edgy,' which honestly, is pretty accurate in retrospect. It's one of those things that keeps me up at night. It's also reflective of a pattern of behavior I'm insecure about where I'll be on a good streak for a while and then just say something incredibly out-of-pocket because I have impulse control issues and secretly believe I don't have the best grasp on what is right and wrong.

Sorry if I got too personal there; all that is to say, pre-message, Melody's Dreams is on that compilation, whose track I, in the Bandcamp reviews section, listed as my favorite. She messaged me on Discord saying thanks for all that, I asked her for a track on the second EMCD compilation, to which she provided, it also being by far one of my favorites on that compilation. I threw around the idea of making a collaboration track together, we got marginally far, but I'm famously bad at collaboration tracks and it didn't add up to anything. I think that was post-message too, so I don't think she actually knows about it. I think she was coming more from the hunkofplastic side than the 3snowmen side because later on, 3snowmen shut down entirely and hunkofplastic suddenly got HUGE from shifting to 5th wave emo or whatever is popular right now (not too knowledgeable on it if you couldn't tell). But it is INSANELY popular at the moment and turns out Melody later became the drummer to Gingerbee who is now a band that goes on fucking tours and I knew Melody when she was making atmo-dnb singles that barely got any attention. We briefly got to talking again around the time this album released in the Reasonable Records server, but I didn't stay for long there because I'm painfully insecure about people who are more successful musicians than me. Or more specifically, people who I saw start from 0 and are now doing so much better than me and I don't know what to do. But that's life I guess. EMCD was getting pretty successful but then circumstances occured in which I had to nuke it and now I hardly talk to anyone online. I haven't really met any new musicians since its closure. Maybe my heart has hardened. I do notice a stark difference in the way I talk now to even two years ago, looking back at old messages of mine, and even though I don't think there was that much of a difference within myself, it's extremely difficult to handle reading those. And I don't join new servers or talk in new ones I join because I test the waters for a little while and then usually get annoyed because everyone in there's 14 or sounds 14. Maybe I'm growing up. But the alternative is to become active in the Unlucky Wind Discord server and ALL they talk about is getting high.

That's my story with the album. I'm still IN the Gingerbee server, but I don't talk in it. Part of that is the aforementioned insecurity, but the other part of that is I just do NOT care for Emo / Hardcore / whatever music at all and thusly have nothing to talk about, but I hadn't yet come to that conclusion and so I bought this CD pretty soon after I moved to Austin for my first year of college, still had a bit of money left on me from selling all the EMCD stuff, and so I was getting reconnected with Melody briefly and felt like supporting her and felt like it'd be good for me to talk to musicians again, but it never went anywhere and I didn't really like the album much, much love to Melody and the rest though. Really sad now I missed the Gingerbee show in Denton on August 11th (just two or three weeks ago!) because I wasn't paying attention. Hopefully they'll come back. They'll for sure come back. And they've only done a few physical editions, most of which are just additional (and pretty DIY) reissues of this album, so we could *probably* get Magma Sphere back in business if you know what I mean.

And you know what, upon relisten, I'm actually enjoying this release so much more than I did the first time. After having to sit through an entire year of 5th wave emo getting big again, I finally understand quite a few aspects of this album I didn't appreciate previously. The screamo vocals no longer annoy me. I'm much more focused on the impactful, Sigur Ròs-esque instrumentation and effective melodies. The production can kinda suck on here, but the ambition and majesty of the record more than makes up for that whereas I didn't care for the YAAMC record at all for that reason. Bee Movie script on We Float Together is an example of memey fluff that doesn't age well and doesn't really make sense in the context of the record and isn't very funny and is a big pet peeve I have with a lot of emo records (Was it the Heccra record that said "pocket full of gummy bears"?). Uhhhh see also all the FLASH CONDUCT albums with this same problem, RINGEX PLASTER, and MOMMYCORE (sic).

Sorry if my reviews are too disjointed and personal and I should probably get therapy (working on it). For good reason I don't associate my real name with my brand so to all the businesses in Rayzor Ranch, sorry if you come across this, but you're way too good.

8/10


Glenn Branca - Symphony No. 13 (Hallucination City) For 100 Guitars
Big Post-rock section of my collection coming up, starting with Glenn Branca and then feeding directly into Godspeed You! Black Emeperor's ENTIRE discography (I think the only complete discography I have in my collection). Purchased this at End of An Ear Records near my last months in Austin along with that awful Charlemagne Palestine CD from earlier. They had a fantastic modern classical CD section which I've never seen anywhere else.

Glenn Branca's music has fascinated me since my entry into college, the academia vibe meshing well with my other avant-garde-but-not-exactly-classical musical interests. As a sidenote, I can't really stand traditional classical music. I mean it's not my least favorite genre, because the Blues still exists, as well as Musicals. But Glenn Branca's whole style is just the right amount of pretentious for where I'm at right now. I don't know how a double-body harmonics guitar is supposed to work, but someone (I think on rateyourmusic?) asked him for instructions on how to build one and he sent back a detailed blueprint, so he at least has some idea of what he's doing. And I LOVE this, this is exactly the type of stuff I wanted to do live, but I don't look nearly as cool and suave as Glenn. No I absolutely adore Glenn as a musician and composer and his aesthetic is exactly the type of personality I'm looking for in my college years. And his symphonies are filled with so much how-do-you-even-compose-this and understanding of feedback that I can't possibly comprehend. And I love what Atavistic has done with these symphony recordings, this style of artwork and bold font choice are so in-your-face and stark and the album cover to Symphony Nos. 8 & 10 (The Mysteries) is straight up eye candy. No, my problem with the symphonies is not anything about it being 'too weird' or 'too dissonant' or anything. For me, they're too samey. I love Glenn Branca's obsession with multiple guitars playing at once and I'm sure watching these performances live will send you into orbit, but three of the four movements on this CD sound virtually identical, Vengeance being somewhat of an outstanding masterpiece. Through listening to a majority of the symphonies, you'll start to notice this ever-persistent harmonic guitar drone get the slightest bit overdone and annyoing after a while. I still think the best possible execution of his compositional style was exercised in Symphony No. 2 (The Peak of the Sacred), but even that sound gets a bit tired by the fourth movement. I love Glenn Branca and I hope to own many more of his albums in my collection soon, but I do have to give this a 7.

7/10


Godspeed You! Black Emperor - ‘Allelujah! Don’t Bend Ascend
Godspeed You! Black Emperor are one of my favorite bands of all time and, appropriately, quite possibly the only band in which I currently own their entire CD discography. Now, this doesn't include the tape-exclusive All Lights... or vinyl-exclusive F#A# or that one vinyl-exclusive magazine split record thing, or the CD that's coming out on October 4th (but I will DEFINITELY get) or compilation exclusive tracks (though I'm not sure there are any?), but yeah this is it, this is the complete CD discography of Godspeed and I'm proud to have at least one of these things damnit. (LIST OF COMPLETE CD DISCOGRAPHIES I CURRENTLY [08/31/2024] OWN: Cathode Ray Mission, Cube Underlord, Deep Fried Ice, Eat Avery's Bones, Ex-Serbian, FLASH CONDUCT, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Help, hiruya, Imperium, Jack Pier, Major Organ and the Adding Machine, Matthew Winter, Pipotaku, Sunny & 72. [notice how a great many of these I only have one or two CDs of]).

From what I can tell, people were pretty apprehensive about Godspeed's comeback in 2012, this record not receiving as universal critical acclaim as their original three (four counting Slow Riot). But as people revisit the band in later years, and as I properly discover them for the first time (well, junior year of high school really which was what, four years ago now?). Which even then, I've heard people describe Yanqui U.X.O. as "the beginning of the end" and it's my third favorite album of all time, so sometimes people don't know what the hell they're talking about. Along with that, I think of F#A# as one of their lesser polished albums. I think I've listened to this album once and didn't give it the most proper chance, but Godpseed albums have always done this thing where I don't totally get it on the first listen, I have to come back later and pay closer attention. And for this album in particular, people always rave about Mladic, which don't get me wrong is a great song, but Jesus We Drift Like Worried Fire is a transcendental masterpiece along the lines of Rockets Fall On Rocket Falls. The two 6.5 minute tracks aren't as memorable as the two 20 minute bangers, but it's not like Godspeed only makes 100% perfect masterpiece albums (although they did do that once), and they're still great tracks.

AND A VERY SPECIAL THANK YOU TO THE $20 CD READER I BOUGHT FROM BEST BUY THAT CRAPPED OUT AROUND THE TIME I BOUGHT THIS ALBUM AND NOW I NEED TO RE-RIP IT BECAUSE THERE ARE GLITCHES ON THE LAST TWO TRACKS

9/10


Godspeed You! Black Emperor - Asunder, Sweet And Other Distress
For sure the Godspeed album I've listened to the least, as well as the last one I had to collect. I found all of the final three (F#A#, Allelujah!, and this) at that record store in Glasgow, but turns out they were missing the disc for this one, so I had to find it again at a later date. Finally though, I found it once again at CD Warehouse in Arlington and now I have them all, all the power gems. You know, it's a *little* bit weaker than most of the other godspeed albums, but it's hard not to be moved by Piss Crowns Are Trebled. I remember listening to this one day in high school, travelling between classes because I had a friend listening to it for the first time on the same day and I didn't remember the album very well. I think parts of this album can be caught up in some less memorable post rock sludge (second and third track), but the highs of the first and especially the last track are quite high. Could be like a borderline 8 or 9.

Eh, you know what, Piss Crowns and the first track have been stuck in my head all day, it gets the 9, especially after listening to a true Godspeed 8 (G_d's Pee at State's End).

9/10


Godspeed You! Black Emperor - F#A#∞
I think this is a great album. I think this is a fantastic album. I think the individual segments presented on this album are immensely impactful and some of the best music this band has created. However, I like this album less than a lot of Godspeed fans do. And that is because I think the album is structurally weak. You know that really cool part with the bells at the end of Dead Flag Blues? That comes out of nowhere and I think the lack of transition into that segment detracts from it a bit. The insane part in East Hastings builds and builds up to absolutely nothing, there's that random post rock segment at the end of Providence that feels like it could've been cut. And this album spends a LOT of time droning and wallowing. And you know, it does a fantastic job at building this desolate, hopeless atmosphere and things like the beginning of Providence and "where are you going?" are absolutely transcendental experiences, the poem at the very beginning is beautiful, but I think it could work so much better and be so much more polished as an overall album experience. But at the end of the day, those complaints are marginal and on any other album, I would hesitate to even make as much of a big point about them. I only bring them up here because I want to voice how I believe this album is the slightest bit overrated in the context of the rest of their discography. Usually torn between giving this album an 8 and a 9. The album doesn't structurally make that much sense to me. But it's too beautiful. But I don't know, it sits RIGHT on the borderline.

9/10


Godspeed You! Black Emperor - G_d’s Pee At State’s End!
Possibly the weakest Godspeed album, but I have to relisten to Luciferian Towers. Last time though, I remember really having liked Luciferian Towers. This album takes a while to get really good, IE: the second half of the album. Though this album probably has my favorite track / segment styles from the band. "Job's Lament", "Fire at Static Valley", "GOVERNMENT CAME", "OUR SIDE HAS TO WIN", all perfect song titles. The melodic parts of track 3 are pretty good, but they still feel like they're missing a little bit of the juice and power that something like even Piss Crowns had. I don't want to be pessimistic, but the music on this album doesn't do as good of a job conveying the sense of dread and hopelessness that their other albums do whereas from the titles, it seems like they're still trying to do that. Our Side Has to Win however is one of the most beautiful things the band has ever recorded. Also it's just a Stars of the Lid track haha.

8/10


Godspeed You! Black Emperor - Lift Yr. Skinny Fists Like Antennas To Heaven!
Bad idea to listen to this album two days in a row because let me tell you, yesterday it was an AMAZING listen and today I was playing the most annoying Geometry Dash level and that might actually have something to do with why I wasn't feeling it as much today. Also because it's the most boring labor day of all time but whatever. But yeah no surprises here, this album is extremely close to being a 10/10. It's really just the fact that I feel weird about giving a band two 10/10s when I have so few 10/10s to begin with that holds it back. Some of the mixing is also a little weak, I do wish the guitars were a bit quieter sometimes and allowed the drums to punch more because listening to the rest of the album at comfortable listening volume, some of the huge guitar sections start to hurt my ears. I do like Yanqui U.X.O. a bit more, but this is one of the most life-changing beautiful albums to ever exist. This was my first Godspeed album. I picked it up at the big Half-Price Books in Dallas after being somewhat interested in the band, though not hearing any of their work yet, and by God was it something so transformative, I can't imagine life without this band.

I've heard people compare this album to death a lot, and I certainly heard that very last 'Antennas to Heaven...' section loop in my head at my grandfather's funeral, but I always imagined this album as the miracle of birth. Not sure if I heard this in a review to the album or something completely unrelated and connected it to the album myself, but I always took the phrase 'Lift Your Skinny Fists Like Antennas to Heaven' to be a reference to how babies will sorta idly fist and grab at things and then took the connection to heaven to mean like this ultimate divine connection between God and a newborn or between parents and a newborn. The connection between the pre-life, the mid-life, and the after-life. And yes, it is oh so beautiful. It's so beautiful how this album only gets better and better as it goes on, 'Broken Windows, Locks of Love Pt. III' being such an amazing transition into the absolutely perfect and tearjerker last track. Favorite segments are: 'Lift Yr. Skinny Fists, Like Antennas to Heaven...', 'Welcome to Barco Am/Pm...', 'Broken Windows, Locks of Love Pt. III', 'Moya Sings "Baby-O"', 'She Dreamt She Was a Bulldozer, She Dreamt She Was Alone in an Empty Field', and 'Antennas to Heaven...'. Thank you Kranky, one of my favorite labels of all time, for bringing one of the best albums ever made to light.

9+/10


Luciferian Towers
People certainly don't like this album as much, I regularly hear it referred to as their weakest, but it's certainly at least better than G_d's Pee (which is still a great album don't get me wrong). Now, I will say, all of modern Godspeed never fails to sound like vengeance military march. But I can't act like the composition and structure of this album isn't perfected. It's a little bit average post-rock, I will admit, but I think it's perfection of this vengeance military march style, and I love the western-tinge of the last track, flashbacks to that segment at the end of the first track on F#A#∞. All of Anthem For No State is fantastic even. Yeah I think my one complaint for this album is it is a little generic post rock, but I think some of the melodies and the way it all plays out makes it certainly more unique than even Asunder and Allelujah! Though, Allelujah has We Drift Like Worried Fire so I can't imagine this one beating it. Here's my official Godspeed ranking by the way:

8. G_d's Pee At State's End! - 8/10
7. F#A#∞ - 9/10
6. Slow Riot For New Zerø Kanada E.P. - 9/10
5. Asunder, Sweet And Other Distress - 9/10
4. Luciferian Towers - 9/10
3. 'Allelujah! Don't Bend Ascend - 9/10
2. Lift Your Skinny Fists Like Antennas To Heaven - 9+/10
1. Yanqui U.X.O. - 10/10

9/10


Godspeed You! Black Emperor - Slow Riot For New Zerø Kanada E.P.
If you like drums (which I do indeed like drums), this is probably the best Godspeed project to listen to for Moya alone. And the delightfully dramatic plagiarism of Iron Maiden's Virus is unforgettable. It sorta has a must-listen cult-classic appeal to it, especially with that striking album artwork and beautiful gold-on-black packaging (yes, it's really shiny!). Great EP, though I think the second track can sometimes have sections that are too long without anything going on in them.

Funny how I could go through an entire band's discography and not go below an 8/10. Well, I could probably see myself doing the same with Koenjihyakkei, but they have less albums. Though not that much less interestingly enough. And I think the Nivraym remaster was fucked, original master is much much better.

9/10


Godspeed You! Black Emperor - Yanqui U.X.O.
Yanqui U.X.O., at least in this moment in time, is a bit too good for me to say anything about without feeling like I need to write a properly long review-length review for it, which I'm not doing on this CD collection showcase page. I mean, I'll write some long-winded stuff here and there, but I want to keep the professional reviews for my rateyourmusic page. I may have forgotten to mention this, but I got this CD and a bunch of other mint Godspeed stuff all at once from CD Warehouse in Alrington. I think it was this, Slow Riot, and Luciferian Towers. Also Silver Mt. Zion's Thirteen Blues for Thirteen Moons. Idk, I'll just say this is the most consistently amazing Godspeed album and a perfect album and one of the best albums ever made. Rockets Fall On Rocket Falls especially, even if it feels like a love letter to King Crimson. This one time I was doing my normal thing after a marching contest where I hate everyone and feel pathetic because I was bad at talking to some girl that particular day and I listened to Rockets Fall in the dead of night on the way home at like max volume and it turned all those feelings of sadness into the sweetest, most maniacal feeling of vengeance ever. I crave that feeling now, it was awesome. At that point, I decided that track was best listened to in the dead of night and ended up getting the chance to play it with my dad at around 1 in the morning in the pitch-black woods of rural Indiana while taking care of my grandparents. For sure the most surreal music-listening experience I'll ever have.

10/10


Gridfailure - Scathed
Ok so its been a while since we last encountered one of these CDs, but this is one of the ones I picked up in that Discogs experiment, the one where I sorted noise CDs by cheapest and picked up whatever I could find for 15$ total (I think I got 8 or 9 of them). This one's really cool because look at it, it's all spray painted and the CDr is a black CDr and jazz. This is also a pretty strange noise release because while it's got your normal harsh noise stuff in the background (you know, harsh electronics, death screaming, weird avant-gardisms), that stuff makes up a certain background 'sludge' texture and is reverbed a bit while these stock synth patches are played on top. But interestingly enough, I think the stock synth patches work in most cases. In cases like track 7, a bells patch is used to promote a sense of dread, and the noise is quieter in this section. The whole album basically sounds the same throughout every track and while it's not GREAT, it certainly is pretty interesting.

7/10


The Hafler Trio - Á Ég Að, Halda Áfram?
The Hafler Trio is such a strange character. First off, I'll mention that I found all three of the CDs I have in this series at Recycled Books, for the prices listed on the cover, which I think is pretty cool. Despite the rugged condition of the outer plastic slip, the real packaging is all in fantastic condition. Now back to Andrew McKenzie. I think his music is if not great, at the very least immensely thought provoking. I think he has earned a degree of pretention to his works and his CDs have some of my favorite CD packaging of all time. However, as a person, he is such a nonce about copyright, will take down any and all youtube uploads, etc. And that would be fine if his music was accessible at all, but no, if it's online at all and not exclusive to a limited edition physical that resales for upwards of 50$, it's blocked behind a paywall. A STEEP paywall. We're talking $31 for a CD-length album that resells for $9 (NSFW warning because Hafler Trio). Granted, that does come with an extra film and 5.1 surround sound remaster. How about $38 for a 2xCD length worth of unreleased material? Granted, all this material is unreleased so maybe you can justify it as worth it. How about $23 for a CD-length album with absolutely nothing added to it? Better yet, this CD has incredibly cool packaging that you can buy for 16$ off of Discogs including shipping (within the US of course)! And yes, there is not a single second of audio you can (legally) preview from any of these albums. Safe to say, some of the financial decisions this man makes pisses me off a bit. I get it, artists need to eat and whatever, but we have a $10 per album standard for a reason. And these albums are pretty cool and interesting works of art, but the music on them is never anything absolutely revelatory or life-changing. And the physicals are what REALLY makes his albums worth it because they often include pretty detailed art and booklets, as well as some super sophisticated packaging. So when you buy the overpriced digital ones, you're losing out on quite a bit of the artistic experience as well. The mind revels.

But yeah, this EP is pretty good. It's super quiet for the entire first half. McKenzie likes to work a lot with negative space and silence, the sounds between silence, lengths of silence, durations. Not to say it's silent at all. It's weird vocal stuff, like aliens talking in the other room on a phone that you can just barely make out. I actually had to pause cause I thought it was coming from somewhere else in my apartment, but they are quite the interesting sounds. Super alien, it's like they're almost real speech sounds but they're also definitely not. Bizarre. Somebody on rateyourmusic says the speech is Icelandic. Really? It doesn't even sound totally human, but part of that is because it sounds like it's coming straight from the other room, and I'm wearing headphones, it should sound like it's coming through the headphones. It's actually such a fascinating auditory illusion. It KEEPS tricking me. Then this crazy intense IDM beat suddenly appears halfway through, unlike anything I've ever heard from Hafler Trio (he never does drum beats???). And it's REALLY good too. There are these super tense brass horns over it, the beat itself goes through these super bizarre patterns of wet glitches, glitches unlike anything I've heard before other than maybe Autechre? But they don't sound so computery, it sounds more like you're dipping a speaker in water and playing around with it, but also a little more digital and synthetic than that? Then it cuts out and ends with some more nice, ultra quiet sounds. Took a few listens for me to really get, but I think I've absolutely come around to this EP. More of this please!!

9/10


The Hafler Trio - Being A Firefighter Isn't Just About Squirting Water
This is a big, 20 minute, ultra quiet drone record, à la Kevin Drumm's Trouble, but less melodic and more resonant plate verb style. And for some reason, it ends with these two pretty digital slurps which is a weird way to end it. I like the idea of a quiet drone record that you have to put a lot of focus into. Hafler Trio is like michelin-star dining in that way. However, I don't think the sounds presented here are all that unique. It makes a lot of use of resonance and reverb and they're sounds I've heard countless times while trying to get drones out through my improvised noise sessions. It's like if you went into Audacity and soaked something in reverb, you know that signature Audacity reverb sound? How it's super resonant and all?

6/10


The Hafler Trio - The Hafler Trio Play The Hafler Trio
This CD in particular is really strange to me. First thing to mention is that it contains this HUGE newspaper foldout that's also so old and thin I'm afraid of tearing it when I open it (dated October 12, 1942!). But, when you start to actually read it, it's using these huge words and talking about all this introspective nonsense, so I'm pretty sure McKenzie actually wrote this. More, it says the title of the record and the label at the bottom. So it is fake, but it looks insanely cool and that honestly adds a lot to it and to the package. Also, this package is super cool, it's like this oversized cardboard sleeve with real nice printing to it. Now granted, it's a LOT to read, and not much of it makes that much sense? It's comparing these theoretical "things" but isn't super specific on what it's actually comparing and uses so many strange words in such colorful ways that every sentence renders itself meaningless because of how obtuse it all is. From what I can gather, it seems to be an intentionally-difficult-to-read deconstruction of language and the process by which society normalizes previously strange actions, as well as discussing how 'truth' and 'facts' are relative to the ways of which our brains process information. There are so many metaphors to get this message across that the message is ultinmately confused, but I think that's sorta the point. In the way of masking itself as this all-important deconstruction of the mind, it's ultimately a meaningless slough of words about nothing. There are so many references to tourists looking in, or messages "unreadable to all but the most initiated" that the opaqueness of the literature is almost the message in of itself. I liked this reading, even if I found it hard to understand, it definitely adds to the package. There are however numerous spelling errors.

Now, to discuss the strangeness of the CD itself. First off, there are 11 tracks on this CD. It's an album, it has 11 tracks, ba-da-boom. There are 11 tracks listed on the inside cover, however the CD is entirely one track, with no track breaks included. So it's just this big 63 minute track that's divided into "sections", though those sections don't have the clearest seams, and I'm not sure if that's intentional of if that's just an Anckarström thing. I'm leaning towards it being an Anckarström thing, because some of their other albums clearly have this same problem. Now, another thing looking at Anckarström's Discogs page. SOME of these images are scans of the front of the CD themselves. Most of them however are not. Take a look at this picture. This is the same picture used on Discogs. If you look carefully, this is not a scan of the actual CD. It's a scan of a different one of their CDs, with brown color (pretty lazily, like in MS Paint or something) covering up whatever text was there and new generic font text layered over. Now, that is the correct font, so besides the glaring splotch of brown, it is a pretty faithful recreation. So where in the world did THIS image come from?? And why is it the completely wrong font?? Now here's another funny thing. If you've ever driven through Merzbow's Discogs page, you might've noticed this Antimonument CD marked as unofficial "due to the label not paying the artists". Doesn't that packaging look familiar? This was released on a label called Art Directe, also from Sweden who was active from 1991 to 1994 and whose releases are all now considered bootlegs for the same reason. So how in the world was Anckarström running alongside at the EXACT same time without any problems? There's no way these labels are ran by different people? McKenzie loved the label so much he released two albums through them? Anckarström Live was just released through Staalplaat for some reason? Even though this was 1993 and Anckarström was still active? Then THIS album, Nya Sverige - Nothing But The Truth, was later reissued on Room40, Lawrence English's label, and claims that the recording was made "whilst the pair were undertaking an exhaustive tour in 1991 alongside Hafler Trio and Zbigniew Karkowski," two other artists who appeared on the very short-run Anckarström label. And then there's Audiovision, a compilation which could've really been released as 6 separate albums, one of which has a title that's the longest title I've ever seen a real, physically pressed work have (so not including netlabel BS). Not at all the strangest inclusion out of the things I've mentioned, but I wanted to bring it up in case I never own the compilation and thus never get to talk about it.

So now I'm going into Audacity to try to divide this CD into 11 sections. I'm keeping it as one track on iTunes, but I want to know where the individual sections actually start and end for review purposes. As far as I can tell, here are the timestamps for each section:

1. "Sheet" Level Approach - 0:00
-- One of the most interesting segments here, a mass collage of various drones, sloshing sounds, buzzes, twinges, random beeps here and there. It's super alien and contains tons of incredibly interesting sounds. This is not to be confused with a hyper-dense John Oswald-style sound collage because the material here is still pretty quiet and subtle, as well as incredibly tense. It's much like being in an alien sewer. Up until the end where these extended, angelic beeps and ticking clocks come in. A part of me thinks there's some time stretching algorithm in the vein of paulstretch at play in some of these droning sounds (though this is 1993 so I'm not as sure). Lots of audacity / wave editor hallmarks in this release, but it was 1993 and certainly much much harder to accompish. Another interesting thing about this album, very much encompassed on this track, is that while only some sounds start suddenly, EVERYTHING always ends suddenly with very little fadeout.
2. Ben, Ruach, AB, Shaloshethem Yechad Thaubodo - 5:46
-- Intense pounding bass drum, like a heartbeat in a horror soundtrack. Faint cricket-like high pitches, pulsing in a similar pattern to the high pitches on Merzbow's Animal Magnetism, though extremely faint. Dark ambient and reverb resonance drone, though I think this time there's bowed cymbals in there which are cool, one of my favorite sounds. The bass drum progressively gets faster and the cymbals progressively louder until the track suddenly cuts off.
3. Assent - 11:31
-- More bowed cymbals (possibly only bowed / rubbed gong this time?) fade in (which makes me think I might've cut off the tracks at the wrong times, but oh well). More sounds timestretchy sounds, and some very alien spaceship sounds that I don't totally know how else to describe. Interesting enough track, I still like the first one the most.
4. Mesne (Kyss) - 14:23
-- Starts off with a longer period of near-silence that when amplified reveals itself to be a sample of some old record. Or possibly tape since I can't hear any crackle. This could also be evidenced by the very audible click proceeding it. Then appears to be a field recording of an office (obvious telephone ring legible when amplified) and some wind chimes. I think it might be an entirely unedited field recording until 17:08 when a relatively loud and obviously synthetic knock occurs. From there, some absolutely terrifying wails begin to fade in. Possibly woodwinds from another room. They're hard to hear as per usual and it's not clear whether they're human in origin. At the end, a dark ambient drone fades in and then, by far the loudest moment on the album, grows to the point of severely clipping, only to be suddenly cut off.
5. Of the Building of Vibrations by Forms - 20:35
-- Electronic, computerly glitches and pulses and phasers and lots of fun sounds more in line with what I usually listen to, this track is great. Short though.
6. Before "3 - 23:28
-- Big dark ambient drone with different things going on in each ear. In the left, a tense, orchestral and tonal low hum pulsing back and forth. In the right, what appears to be a train getting started. Whispers in the background. Tense and interesting.
7. The Detatchment of Locational Sounds - 26:28
-- By far the most quiet track on the album. Near silence for four minutes. When amplified in Audacity, it seems to be yet another unedited field recording of probably McKenzie's home office. At the very end, a pretty loud and high pitch buzzing suddenly occurs. This is also my favorite noise on the album, though it only lasts a few seconds before being suddenly cut off, with a little glitch in the left ear.
8. Metanoia - 30:20
-- Probably the least interesting dark ambient drone on the album, kinda sounds like a highway from far away. Though there are these digital punch sounds inserted at fairly random points throughout it. Like other tracks, this track is a big crescendo from nothing that gets suddenly cut off at the end.
9. Up Like the Sun and Down Like a Pancake - 39:35
-- Long spoken word segment! Another thing that makes me think I might've cut tracks off at incorrect times because you would think based off titles that the next track is the spoken word one. Could also be an Anckarström issue, because I can't find any better times to cut these tracks off. The spoken word is kinda hard to hear because the bass is super heavy and so are the S sounds? I think it's supposed to be like some kind of self-hatred inner consciousness creature but the voice is too funny for any of the words to resonate. There are also some low drone sounds being slowly built upon throughout the speech, crescendoing at the very end, and with a series of explosive beeps, suddenly begins what I call the next track.
10. Extract from Exercises in Conjunction with the Emotional Responses Uncurred during a Performance of "Oath" - 46:34
-- Begins with this explosive timestretched sound that fades out to almost nothing and begins what'll be this track's dark ambient crescendo. Low rumbly sounds for a while, but then these wet, angelic drones come in that I really like and some more twinkly wind chime sounds. I quite like this one.
11. The Same Room, Left - 50:17
-- Hey, a beat! It's not like that IDM beat on the other one though, it's more of a Muslimgauze style tape loop thing, with some differentiation between the ears that makes it a bit more satisfying to listen to. And some dark ambient drones. It's a good track It's a good album, that's the album, I know I don't usually give these more "proper" style reviews for albums, and tbh I got pretty tired of writing track descriptions by like the fourth track, but hey, here's a little gift from me I guess since there's not really a way to legally listen to it other than purchasing it. Plus, there's a lot to say about it. One of the most brutally avant-garde albums in my collection. It's good, but I mean not something I would listen to *that* regularly. A lot of this album is your pretty standard dark ambient, a genre I find hard to get into because everything in it's so samey, though a bit more detailed. Hafler Trio is crazy inaccessible.

7/10


The Hafler Trio - I Never Knew That's Who You Thought You Were
This EP has three distinct phases to it. The first is a relatively loud couple of bloops at the very beginning. Cool sounds that I like. The second is another extended dark ambient section, but it's distinctly brighter than usual, with some of the more resonant 'angelic' sounds I mentioned earlier, but with the same traditional dissonance and abstractions as dark ambient. I like this sound though, it's like a pitched up version of Kevin Drumm's Imperial Horizon (slight trend of me comparing all good drone music to Kevin Drumm just because he's my favorite drone artist). By the end of the fade in, it gets pretty dense and almost chordal. Great textures all around, though parts of it definitely sound timestretched. The last section is a lot more computery. It some of the same drones, but even more tonal, and there are some more distinct glitches and synthetic beeps in the background, definitely my favorite part of the EP. Then it ends with the same weird sound from the beginning. It's good, I like it. I think I can tell what's going on as well since there seems to be some obvious use of timestretching samples, but it's well constructed and interesting.

8/10


The Hafler Trio - Intoutof
The first of three CDs I own with ants randomly on them, the other two being Melt-Banana's Charlie and Pan Sonic's Katodivaihe. My dad owned this album on vinyl but one time accidentally mistook glass cleaner for record cleaner and destroyed it. Or maybe it wasn't a mistake but he thought it would work? I don't remember exactly, but the point is he used glass cleaner on it and now we have it on CD. The CD I imagine sounds much better though, it's 54 minutes long (all grouped together as one song, whaddya know) so what is that, 27 minutes per side on an LP? And I don't really like vinyl anyways, so collecting this CD was inevitable. A few Hafler Trio CDs were on a Christmas list I made a number of years back and my dad bought both this one and The Hafler Trio Play The Hafler Trio. Forgot if I already told this story when doing the Caroliner CDs, but another funny vinyl story my dad has is this one time my grandma came over to his house and started cleaning up the place for him, only to throw out the adult diaper sleeve his Sell Heal Holler record came in. Maybe it's a common story because I remember a while back there were a few copies selling on Discogs also missing the cover. Oh and, recently at a noise show I went to, I got talking to somebody about Grux from Caroliner and got some cool insight. Grux has always lived in San Francisco which if you don't know, has gotten insanely expensive in recent years. So throughout a lot of the band's history, Grux has straight up just been homeless. Probably a big reason the band ended around 2007, not sure how he kept all the records to sell on him though. At some point he was dating Victoria Shen (Evicshen) and I got the comment "he's stayed alive by managing to date girls with more money than him" or something along those lines.

Not giving it the HTPTHT treatment because this record is much more generic dark ambient than ever before, though some of the sounds (especially both parts of Purgatory) can be interesting. I like the first side more than the second.

6/10


Hal McGee - Wired For Sound
This is another one of those cheap Discogs noise CDs I bought, and now is the first time I'm listening to it (like all of them except for a couple). This album is three pretty long tracks all of which were made entirely on a tape recorder. Each of the three pieces are made out of essentially the same materials and have pretty similar progressions. All of them are mass collages of various sounds Hal recorded. A lot of nonsensical spoken word, candid recordings of conversations, his niece being super excited about recording whatever sounds she can (these sounds were by far my favorite part and I wish the album focused a bit more on that blissful innocence, it's so unbelievably charming, reminds me of recordings I made as a little kid), reprimanding a dog for barking, ambulances passing by, shortwave radio noise, and him using the bathroom. I don't know, the kid talking is by far the most entertaining part of the release and for some reason that's only in the first halves of the first and second piece and not developed on that much further. There are some more interesting sound segments here and there, but WAY too much of the record is devoted to his own spoken word ramblings. I'm a much bigger fan of the more miscellaneous sounds.

6/10


Hanatarash - 5: We Are 0:00
Now if this isn't some of the best CD packaging out there, I don't know what is. My photos don't do it justice. On top of the neon orange jewel case, green tray, OBI strip, and cool ass stickers, there's a translucent insert with some more spiraly graphics on it that creates a little optical illusion when you slide it out. The main insert itself is pretty cool too, wild graphics on that as well. And, there's a little holographic We Are 0:00 sticker inside! Definitely one of the coolest CDs I owned, sorry the OBI is a little damaged. The album itself is one hour-long track that's basically entirely Moog improvisation, but super lofi. It's pretty cool though, it's a nice atmosphere to get lost in, I think I did homework to this a while back.

7/10


Haruka Nakamura - Twilight
Bought this at Recycled Books a while back in mint condition for a little bit too much money when I had no clue what it was. Looked on Discogs, thought it looked interesting, gave it a shot, damn was it worth it. This album's not the greatest thing in the world, but its highs are well worth coming back to and its general atmosphere aside from that draws me back in every once in a while. I'm currently attempting to read all of Infinite Jest and read that section where Kate Gompert is describing her anxieties that lead her to unipolar episodes and suicide attempts and this was an oddly nice background soundtrack for that. I mean look, the book's subject matter is incredibly dark, but I felt a little seen by that segment because I used to know someone exactly like that and it was almost as if she was telling me what she was going through. And the way the doctor approached it with clinical nuance is the ultimate form of understanding and forgiveness. But yeah, this album is like a really nice combination of folk / jazz / post rock, super chill, super calming, very much like a warm fire. There are a few filler tracks here and there that go a little into free-jazz-nonsense territory (not that I dislike that, but it doesn't add so much here). Best tracks are faraway, twilight, and 光 (ft. ASPIDISTRAFLY) which is like a crazy ambient edit of twilight and one of the best things to ever grace my ears.

8/10


Have a Nice Life - Deathconsciousness
I've been meaning to listen to this album for forever since I've pretty much only heard good things about it. So when I saw it on that final trip to Waterloo Records in Austin, I figured eh, might as well. Little did I know, there's a stupid bonus edition with a stupid oversized book and I usually try not to get lesser versions if I feel I might buy the "full" version later on. Well, I have mixed feelings about the album. On one hand, a lot of the music here is great. The intro track is beautiful, tracks like Bloodhail, Hunter, Deep, Deep, and The Future have a desolately hypnotic quality to them. Part of that is definitely the noisy, driving drum beats that wrap around the tracks, the guitar tones, and the way some of these tracks feel similar to The Dead C. But there's also definitely aspects of this album I don't like. There are so many obvious stock synth patches on it, it can't help but sound extremely cheesy at points, the end of Hunter for instance. And I don't want to be that guy, but yeah, the mixing and mastering are pretty awful. Not the the point of it being intentionally lofi, just to the point of it being kinda annoying. So look, I love some of the artistry around this album, I love the fake prison letter in the booklet, The Future is a fantastic track, and this album has some great moments on it. But it's not all that great either.

7/10


Hella - There's No 666 In Outer Space
Vocals take a while to get used to, but by the end they're pretty catchy. I like the backups / secondary vocals more though. Zach Hill crazy drumming math rock album, can't go wrong, it's a great album. Found this in that weird ass place in Missouri that you wouldn't expect to have nearly as many CDs as they do (see my review of Einstürzende Neubauten's Silence is Sexy).

8/10


Help - Help
Got this CD for free from one of the members of this one-off band (apparently they did this full-length CD as well as a 7 inch). Not sure how long this band was around or if they even did any shows or anything because there seems to be no information about them on the internet, which is strange considering this is a semi-recent act from a grammy winning audio engineer but I guess this CD never made the rounds. But I guess Year Future never really did either. Pretty good album too, people totally WOULD like this if people could hear it, but I guess this is just something I alone own and listen to. Maybe I'll upload it to YouTube one of these days. Honestly very similar to that Hella album I just listened to, but without backing vocals and the drums are less dense, but the main vocals are better and the first track, Murder Suicide is really good.

8/10


Hiroshi Yoshimura - Green
Classic album, YouTube recommendations-core, thank you once again. Found it mint condition at Grimey's in Nashville, TN, which later on I realized was probably pretty expected since I've actually met the guy that did this remaster, John Baldwin, a couple times and he taught me some stuff about vinyl, he's awesome. Very interesting talker as well. And yeah, this is a fantastic and incredibly relaxing ambient album, the self-titled track being an obvious highlight, as well as the last track, Teevee. Gotta love an American record label doing OBI strips too, that's rare, and very very appreciated :).

8/10


Hiroshi Yoshimura - Surround
This one was ALSO remastered by John Baldwin and I ALSO found it mint condition at Grimey's, but a couple years later. Actually, it was on my most recent trip out of Nashville just last month, so I'm getting to listen to something recent here! Actually, I've gotten to listen to a lot of my recent albums because I've been barelling through my collection and any album I get that is in a letter I've already completed, I immediately listen to. When my dad buys new CDs, he says he tries to listen to each of them three times. That seems difficult for my project because while a lot of them, I have listened to multiple times, there are also so many CDs I bought years ago that I never even got around to listening to once. And now I'm doing that. And more than ever, because I'm super active on rateyourmusic (follow me if you aren't already) and rate everything I listen to, so I naturally listen to everything more critically than ever before, and I'm listening for things to note down in this little descriptions, I'm paying much more attention to albums than ever before. So listening to one of my CDs once on this project feels almost equivalent to three times passively. And some of these I definitely DO listen to passively, but I feel like I remember so much more about these albums after writing them than I'd ever remembered about one-off albums before. It's nice, that feeling. Like the music I'm listening to has greater purpose. This album makes much less of a direct impression than Green. Part of that is because it's significantly more 'ambient' than Green and is mostly absent of the looping melodies that Green was built off. This time, it is ambient pads, which can be cool in their own right. It sounds remarkably similar to the cover art. It's good, but again, it leaves less of an interesting impression. More of just a nice vibe this time around.

7/10


nagasaki ambiance - nagasaki ambiance
(Filed under "hiruya"). Ah, the next few CDrs are from a friend in Estonia. Back in 2020, when everyone was online and reduced to making awesome laptop music and netlabels and 1/1 CDrs, she started learning to make music. Your basic online 2020 internet music: harsh noise, drone, light breakcore. I bought one of the 1/1 CDrs on Bandcamp, the Christmas compilation one, and we ended up CD trading for the rest of them. All of these are totally unmastered, very short, and 1/1 made just for me :). This is a 12 minute harsh noise wall one. Sounds pretty tinny and lofi, hard to hear whatever's going on, but there's interesting thumping here and there. Less interesting amateur noise, idk how I feel about this one.

6/10


DJ リゼルグ酸ジエチルアミド - Psychedelic Noise Death Trip
(Filed under "hiruya"). Hey, this one was on WTC as well, which means I STILL own all the WTC CDs. I think. There might be a couple new ones I don't own (there are), but I'll get them at some point. When I have the money. Please get a job please get a job please get a job. This one's two more harsh noise walls, but I like the texture better than the previous one. This one is super short tho at 7 minutes total and it's not a *great* texture, but it's pretty good. Gets a 7.

7/10


shamanic princess - shamanic princess
(Filed under "hiruya"). Pretty good ambient stuff, also on WTC! Reminds me of that William Basinski and Lawrence English collaboration record, Selva Oscura, it has a similarly breathy and ethereal timbre for a drone. I actually put the two in an ambient mix on YouTube that I'm still pretty proud of and captures a really nice vibe. When I shared this on Reddit, someone was asking about shamanic princess, so we call that a win.

8/10


Various Artists - super wicked xmas noise traxx vol. 1
(Filed under "hiruya"). This is the CD I actually bought. While it is "various artists" and could be placed in the compilations section, all of the artists on this release are really just the same guy, so it goes here. This is three very short noise tracks, the entire CD being only 5 minutes long. The first track is the longest at 3 mintues, and actually has some of the coolest noise I've heard out of the hiruya CDs so far. It's this super trebly that gets really noisy in the high end but also has this single resonant pitch with it and every once in a while, they go into Audacity, select a small soundbyte, and just press command D a few times, it's great. Second track at only 46 seconds is a less interesting noise, doesn't have any high end. Kinda sounds like your average Vomir HNW. Last track is the loudest. A bunch of white noise while an anime girl sings Jingle Bells but in Japanese on top of it, except with the Audacity command D everywhere and it ends up getting interestingly glitched out at the end. Good album, good noise. Thanks for the CDs.

7/10


Various Artists - super wicked xmas noise traxx vol. 1 Misprint Version
(Filed under "hiruya"). This was shipped to me with the Christmas CDr and apparently she messed up burning this one so this CD just has no data on it. But, it looks cooler and there's a big thick bakugan trading card in there (for some reason the bakugan cards are made of really thick and heavy cardboard). As well as the CDs themselves having these super cool sharpie on them, I really do enjoy how that was done. I'm personally just gonna count the music as the same as last time, so it'll get the same rating as the last one.

7/10


kowloon antifreeze - 4444444444
(Filed under "hiruya"). The name 'kowloon antifreeze' was stolen from a friend's (of hers, not mine) gamer tag. This is a little ambient noise wall single released on a friend, one of Jaiden Macintosh's old labels, 0void. It's alright, it's a bit grimey for what I usually like out of ambient noise walls. The second track jumpscared me because it's a full on harsh noise track, though mostly because this drone in the background (and whatever sample's going on) is clipping. Or maybe just saturated, not sure if it's 'loud' enough to be necessarily clipping. But it was for sure just made in Audacity, you can hear it.

6/10


Hoahio - Ohayo! Hoahio!
Wildly experimental, but very calm and lovely at the same time. It's like freak folk but with a bunch of electronics... so I guess similar to early Animal Collective? But the vocalists are asian girls, but I think yeah, early Animal Collective is probably the best comparison (though this record is a little less focused). The sing-songy moments are my favorite (Jellyfish, Less Than Lovers More Than Friends), though I don't like Happy Mail that much, even if the guitar makes it sound exactly like a Deerhoof track. My one complaint of this album is that it has a bit of filler, mostly the improv sections (but New Japan [and Tzadik as a whole really] is BIG on improv). It's a great album, one of the New Japan highlights. And seriously, Less Than Lovers More Than Friends is one of the best songs ever, even with the Stereo Madness chord progression (though Sheffner remixed it arguably even better in True Reincarnation).

And with that, I am DONE with the second page of my CD collection!!!

8/10